It was a Hop, Skip, and Jump away but I never took the easy road anywhere.
If we all wait long enough we might catch onto the current that has kidnapped us from the person we were 12 months ago. And 12 months ago I wished the same thing. I still haven't gotten it. I don't think I want to anymore. So you shouldn't either. Stop trying to figure out the why's and the reasons for everything and most importantly, stop trying to figure out who you are. You will never catch on and soon enough you'll give up. Because once you think you have got yourself figured out or life figured out you will realize that you are no where close to seeing all of the reasons or the why's clearly. And the realization will cause gallons of murky water to come rushing your way to blind you and guide you into an infamous state of confusion that you will feel like you have been in since your first days of existence. But it's all false, just a charade to make you feel worse. None of it is true, it's all hollow and it will leave you with a hollow feeling. You'll feel like no one and you'll feel like no one is around you. And like your parents always said to you, "If you keep making those faces your face is going to stay like that forever." Your face will remain a frown if you stay there too long. And then you only have yourself to blame (because you fell for the idea of forever).
And then you can drink a glass of tea everyday and wish for a remedy to be hidden in any random cup. But it's only taste and it's only for your taste buds, nothing else.
I could tell you that I know everything or seem to be that way but in reality an in all honesty I don't. Sometimes I do forget that too. And to remain humble I guess I'll tell you all in one shot. I'm selfish and I like to think that I know about the why's and the reasons in life. But don't think that when I'm trying to help you I'm trying to push you. And please don't think that I do not realize that I'm just as ignorant as the next person. We're all stupid and lost and there is a way out of it, I just haven't found it yet.
I don't have the ladder to hold onto like I did when we made whirlpools on Morristown Road. I have a bunch of hands though. Know that I appreciate it even if I don't hold them.
And then you can drink a glass of tea everyday and wish for a remedy to be hidden in any random cup. But it's only taste and it's only for your taste buds, nothing else.
I could tell you that I know everything or seem to be that way but in reality an in all honesty I don't. Sometimes I do forget that too. And to remain humble I guess I'll tell you all in one shot. I'm selfish and I like to think that I know about the why's and the reasons in life. But don't think that when I'm trying to help you I'm trying to push you. And please don't think that I do not realize that I'm just as ignorant as the next person. We're all stupid and lost and there is a way out of it, I just haven't found it yet.
I don't have the ladder to hold onto like I did when we made whirlpools on Morristown Road. I have a bunch of hands though. Know that I appreciate it even if I don't hold them.