PICTURE, PICTURE..WATCH ME SNAP...not
You are anonymous and that's how you'll remain. A face without features, a lie without a producer, a love without a lover; this is you. This is what you will remain. forever. And ever. and ever after. It's not the end. It never was, and never will be. I've accepted this and now I'm begging for everyone else to (or to atleast understand it).
But you're a stranger, I do not even know you. I don't want to know who you are and what color eyes you have and if your hair is as curly as mine. I don't want to see if you're selfish or egotistical or cordial and kind. I don't care...because you don't care.
I know nothing about you and I'm fine with that.
But I'm really not.
I want you to open your eyes, I want you to tell me how straight your hair is. I WANT YOU TO TELL ME THAT YOU'RE MEAN AND CONSCIENCELESS but caring (not careful). I DO want to know YOU but telling myself that I don't (and don't care) makes it easier. Easier to deal with I suppose or maybe just easier to tell the next lie (because lying is easiest and the fastest way to freedom and paves future roads to simplicity. Who didn't know this?)
So the "I don't.." ' s are bullshit. They're fake. And I'm telling you this to avoid whatever lies ahead of us (which is not going to be any state of simpleness or certainty).
No more lies. What I think? What IIII think?...
Ok well first I think that this whole country is fucked. No friends, no origin, nothing. What is that plea we recite? "..One nation under God, indivisible..." yea..... I'm not going to rant about our country, that's for another time. But honestly I believe we're getting no where anytime soon.
Second, I think that the self-proclaimed "fashion emotional" girl/boy is just another product of hell. We all know them. You can't get away from them. Hell, some people don't WANT do. Why would you want to hang out or be with someone so sweet....so heavily doused in a sugar coat?
Lastly, the whole idea of happiness and existing is a complete mind boggler that everyone encounters and thinks about when they have nothing else to do. Do what you want; happily do something just to exist here. Nothing is truly "wrong". "Wrong" is absolutely nothing.
Dana...the first step in realizing that nothing matters is realizing nothing at all.. I'm sorry if you don't understand but you need to and will. I'm not trying to sound smarter or more intelligant, but I came tot hat conclusion and realized you needed it more than I did.
Danny (Hynes)..I just wrote this all after reading a bunch of your updates so thank you.
everyone else..I don't care. (Which means I do and that saying that is just easier because I do...a lot.)
But you're a stranger, I do not even know you. I don't want to know who you are and what color eyes you have and if your hair is as curly as mine. I don't want to see if you're selfish or egotistical or cordial and kind. I don't care...because you don't care.
I know nothing about you and I'm fine with that.
But I'm really not.
I want you to open your eyes, I want you to tell me how straight your hair is. I WANT YOU TO TELL ME THAT YOU'RE MEAN AND CONSCIENCELESS but caring (not careful). I DO want to know YOU but telling myself that I don't (and don't care) makes it easier. Easier to deal with I suppose or maybe just easier to tell the next lie (because lying is easiest and the fastest way to freedom and paves future roads to simplicity. Who didn't know this?)
So the "I don't.." ' s are bullshit. They're fake. And I'm telling you this to avoid whatever lies ahead of us (which is not going to be any state of simpleness or certainty).
No more lies. What I think? What IIII think?...
Ok well first I think that this whole country is fucked. No friends, no origin, nothing. What is that plea we recite? "..One nation under God, indivisible..." yea..... I'm not going to rant about our country, that's for another time. But honestly I believe we're getting no where anytime soon.
Second, I think that the self-proclaimed "fashion emotional" girl/boy is just another product of hell. We all know them. You can't get away from them. Hell, some people don't WANT do. Why would you want to hang out or be with someone so sweet....so heavily doused in a sugar coat?
Lastly, the whole idea of happiness and existing is a complete mind boggler that everyone encounters and thinks about when they have nothing else to do. Do what you want; happily do something just to exist here. Nothing is truly "wrong". "Wrong" is absolutely nothing.
Dana...the first step in realizing that nothing matters is realizing nothing at all.. I'm sorry if you don't understand but you need to and will. I'm not trying to sound smarter or more intelligant, but I came tot hat conclusion and realized you needed it more than I did.
Danny (Hynes)..I just wrote this all after reading a bunch of your updates so thank you.
everyone else..I don't care. (Which means I do and that saying that is just easier because I do...a lot.)