another friday night home.
so rennie sux. i hate that tattooing consumes him. it consumed a friday night where we could actually hang out . for once. as much as it seems like were together. were not. we hardly ever hang out. it bothers me. tonight he had to paint. he says he has hit a plateau in his tattooing. whatever. excuse. and for once i got invited to mike woods and i dont get to go. i guess im not his girlfriend. im just a convienience. whenever he doesnt have better things to do. i want a night to be devoted to me. a night where we dont just hang out cause he is too partied out, tired, or i am waiting for him to get home. i want him to want to hang out with me becuase he wants to be with me. i am not answering my phone for the next few days. make him my last priority. make him wonder where i live or how to get a hold of me. i wont tell where i will be. no one will know. maybe i wont answer for anyone. i just wrote this to vent so im out.