Apr 22, 2010 22:06
I can't wait to get the hell out of this city and move to Boston. I can't wait to be done college. I love how much i've learned and the amazing opprotunities it has afforded (well, ok SAS.) but i'm done, i'm so done. I've never really felt that college was completely worth my time. I'm happy I was here, to an extent.
But I can't wait until I'm gone.
I can't wait to be with the man I love, knowing i'm never going to have to leave him for more than a couple of days at a time ever, ever again.
I can't wait to make money! Enough money so I can go to culinary school and learn to bake. And then to open my own bakery. That's all I want. I want my little bakery. I want to make people's days just a little bit brighter. I want to know the people that come in, their names and be able to do something like discounts on their birthdays or something.
There's nothing for me here. It's small, short, and gray. I feel so boxed in here. There's no place to go, no place to breathe. I can't wait to go back to Philly. I feel so much freer there.
I can dance there.
::sigh::
I just want to go back to a time, or get to a new time where feeling in a good mood doesn't feel quite so foreign.