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Ugh, just ugh. I want to cry all my stress out except i don't have time to do it. I don't see myself surviving this week. It just isn't going to happen.
I just want this semester to be over with. I don't want to leave Pittsburgh, but at the same time I just want to get the hell out of here. This semester did not really end up being the relax-y semester that it was supposed and needed to be. I think I'm going out of my mind. But at the same time I don't really have anyone to complain to, cause Everyone is just as busy and Sam is probably busier than I am so I'm busy trying to keep him from going round the bend. Lately he has been so exhausted that he sleeps through his alarms, which makes him scared to sleep because he actually has to get up - so i've been waking up super early so I can call and call until I know that he is up. I should just start staying awake after calling him and get more work done.
I don't want to write two prep essays for my German final. The one is actually a good prompt, the other just annoys me. Mostly because it would involve looking over a book in order to write it.
I just don't want to do it anymore.
I just want this semester to be over with. I don't want to leave Pittsburgh, but at the same time I just want to get the hell out of here. This semester did not really end up being the relax-y semester that it was supposed and needed to be. I think I'm going out of my mind. But at the same time I don't really have anyone to complain to, cause Everyone is just as busy and Sam is probably busier than I am so I'm busy trying to keep him from going round the bend. Lately he has been so exhausted that he sleeps through his alarms, which makes him scared to sleep because he actually has to get up - so i've been waking up super early so I can call and call until I know that he is up. I should just start staying awake after calling him and get more work done.
I don't want to write two prep essays for my German final. The one is actually a good prompt, the other just annoys me. Mostly because it would involve looking over a book in order to write it.
I just don't want to do it anymore.