I Decided to say...
Well I've been thinking since Sunday and i was just well... thinking. I know i said this once before but MAN AM I LUCKY TO HAVE ALL OF YOU! I was thinking back from the time Tin had left. I had so much fun with her and everyone else. Then I realized wow! I pretty much realized i will forever remember her and miss her. I had then went to Albert's and was still bummed out but they had cheered me up. I really felt better connected with my pimpen parents after chopping wood and running around the parking lot. After that day i felt some pressure let off my shoulders. That same wekk i had also got to know another good friend of mine more. He's having a little trouble right know but i'm glad i could help. The second and third really let me get to know Ithzel and others better. I had showed off my jacket and hat which were really awesome. Thanx for all that. Well yeah not the whole vacation was awesome. But yeah... I was thinking about all this but two thoughts kept coming back to me. These were more like memorable words that lead to... They didn't just come to mind once they kept persisting to be heard.
The first was...
"SCREW YOU WORLD!"
The second was a longer one...
"Though sometimes life can be hard battles,
Keep in mind the beat goes on.
Though sometimes, you can feel trampled on,
Keep in mind you're an iron man.
Though sometimes you can feel out of place,
Keep in mind we are all ordinary people.
Though sometimes you can feel forgotten,
Keep in mind i will always remember you.
Though sometimes you can feel unloved ,
keep in mind i will always love you!"
And when i thought of these memorable moments i realized i didn't want to lose the people that went along with them. Hopefully i will grow closer to the people i know very little about. I still want them in my life. I just don't know how to do it... I don't want it to seem awkward... I just want to be able to talk with like i talk with everyone else. I know i'm close with them mabey closer with one than the other but i don't want it to keep on that way. Well life is hard so you just got to push through it.
Any Advice...
The first was...
"SCREW YOU WORLD!"
The second was a longer one...
"Though sometimes life can be hard battles,
Keep in mind the beat goes on.
Though sometimes, you can feel trampled on,
Keep in mind you're an iron man.
Though sometimes you can feel out of place,
Keep in mind we are all ordinary people.
Though sometimes you can feel forgotten,
Keep in mind i will always remember you.
Though sometimes you can feel unloved ,
keep in mind i will always love you!"
And when i thought of these memorable moments i realized i didn't want to lose the people that went along with them. Hopefully i will grow closer to the people i know very little about. I still want them in my life. I just don't know how to do it... I don't want it to seem awkward... I just want to be able to talk with like i talk with everyone else. I know i'm close with them mabey closer with one than the other but i don't want it to keep on that way. Well life is hard so you just got to push through it.
Any Advice...