I'm sorry....I haven't been around
There has been alot emotionally going on and CSI has almost caused most of it..it could be my thyroid too, but lets blame CSI.
I have chose to close myself off from you all except for Andrea and the people on myspace (I am slowly coming back to Aim).
Too much is going through my head and feelings are being stemmed from the new Gil Grissom. It hurts me more then most how they destroyed him because of the personl shit attached to him. My Komisser looks just like the unbearded version of Gil and I wish to hell I could be his Sara and to see this on this show sucks for me..real bad. Its like a constant reminder of the wish I don't have.
This by all means does not mean I am giving up on my profacy. I am to be the old Gil Grissom. To be a CSI and be questioning of the people around me. I can read people as he can and I love his thirst for knowledge, that Gil I will always remeber...for the rest of my life, its the Gil I fell in love with and now must let go..
There is good news to this story. Kommisser is validating how much he means to me. He knows I care and does little things to show that he trusts me and knows. It hurts it can't be more ever or at least for now, but at least he knows..
I will try to come out of hiding though I am not promising anything. I have school and other things going on...
Please forgive me for my absence, as always I will be here in e-mails and also if needed please friend Lady Heather under my normal myspace name..I am almost always on there.
I have chose to close myself off from you all except for Andrea and the people on myspace (I am slowly coming back to Aim).
Too much is going through my head and feelings are being stemmed from the new Gil Grissom. It hurts me more then most how they destroyed him because of the personl shit attached to him. My Komisser looks just like the unbearded version of Gil and I wish to hell I could be his Sara and to see this on this show sucks for me..real bad. Its like a constant reminder of the wish I don't have.
This by all means does not mean I am giving up on my profacy. I am to be the old Gil Grissom. To be a CSI and be questioning of the people around me. I can read people as he can and I love his thirst for knowledge, that Gil I will always remeber...for the rest of my life, its the Gil I fell in love with and now must let go..
There is good news to this story. Kommisser is validating how much he means to me. He knows I care and does little things to show that he trusts me and knows. It hurts it can't be more ever or at least for now, but at least he knows..
I will try to come out of hiding though I am not promising anything. I have school and other things going on...
Please forgive me for my absence, as always I will be here in e-mails and also if needed please friend Lady Heather under my normal myspace name..I am almost always on there.