h to the izzo
well...
i feel like a loser.
its saturday night at 12:00 and i just spent the last 3 hours bauling on my couch (alone)watching the notebook.
i've seen that movie before... and everytime i get the same feeling... a really good happy one... because its such a good movie... but also this depressed feeling because they are soo in love and it makes me feel like a useless unloved blob.
ANYWAY
i am covered in paint because before i watched the note book i spent like 3 hours painting my new bed white.
which means before that... i went out with my mom. to lowes. to buy white paint.
which meaaanns... that i had a near death expierence because i had to drive on 29 to get there because i was coming from the salvation army all the way across town...
which means that before i was at the salvation army dropping off my whole basement which we cleaned out today.
(as a family)
(minus my older brother.)
which means before that...
i had just woken up...
equaling... that i did nothing today but clean, paint, and cry...
and i'm ready for bed.
<3 liz
by the way... this is my second night in a row spent crying over movies
last night i saw finding neverland...
such a good movie
i know... i don't think that johnny depp is that hot *SIN*
but see it. i want him. and noah.<-- <3
i feel like a loser.
its saturday night at 12:00 and i just spent the last 3 hours bauling on my couch (alone)watching the notebook.
i've seen that movie before... and everytime i get the same feeling... a really good happy one... because its such a good movie... but also this depressed feeling because they are soo in love and it makes me feel like a useless unloved blob.
ANYWAY
i am covered in paint because before i watched the note book i spent like 3 hours painting my new bed white.
which means before that... i went out with my mom. to lowes. to buy white paint.
which meaaanns... that i had a near death expierence because i had to drive on 29 to get there because i was coming from the salvation army all the way across town...
which means that before i was at the salvation army dropping off my whole basement which we cleaned out today.
(as a family)
(minus my older brother.)
which means before that...
i had just woken up...
equaling... that i did nothing today but clean, paint, and cry...
and i'm ready for bed.
<3 liz
by the way... this is my second night in a row spent crying over movies
last night i saw finding neverland...
such a good movie
i know... i don't think that johnny depp is that hot *SIN*
but see it. i want him. and noah.<-- <3