The beginning of the end.
I am currently working my last shift at the movie theatre. I have two hours left. I am just hiding in the hallway of "the dark knight rises" and am feeling a little weird.
I don't think I have really said much about this job. Last november my life got a little strange and I had to move back home and just needed any job I could get. A new movie theatre was opening up and I was basically hired on the spot. This job has been really difficult for me. I am back in the hometown I grew up in, I have had to fce people that were terrible to me growing up and I have has to face them while working and ripping tickets for them. I am usually not a prideful person, but it took me quite a while to stop feeling the need to defend my job and status by stating the other accomplishments that I have had over the ten years I was living away.
I think it was good for me to confront those emotions and I am glad that I had a job to keep myself from drowning in debt. I just am very thankful that I am done here in two hours.
Last night was a pretty amazing night out. I was able to just have fun and relax BUT it was also the beginning of a week of goodbyes. Not only and I going away but I am also starting a new and scary thing and I am just feeling a little lost.
I just hope that I am not making a huge mistake.
ALSO: I am feeling a lot of emotions about one direction performing at the Olympics and I just can't wait to watch the videossssss
I don't think I have really said much about this job. Last november my life got a little strange and I had to move back home and just needed any job I could get. A new movie theatre was opening up and I was basically hired on the spot. This job has been really difficult for me. I am back in the hometown I grew up in, I have had to fce people that were terrible to me growing up and I have has to face them while working and ripping tickets for them. I am usually not a prideful person, but it took me quite a while to stop feeling the need to defend my job and status by stating the other accomplishments that I have had over the ten years I was living away.
I think it was good for me to confront those emotions and I am glad that I had a job to keep myself from drowning in debt. I just am very thankful that I am done here in two hours.
Last night was a pretty amazing night out. I was able to just have fun and relax BUT it was also the beginning of a week of goodbyes. Not only and I going away but I am also starting a new and scary thing and I am just feeling a little lost.
I just hope that I am not making a huge mistake.
ALSO: I am feeling a lot of emotions about one direction performing at the Olympics and I just can't wait to watch the videossssss