pessimism vs reality (for me).
Marc and I were talking about things and I said to him that it will take me a very long time to mend, and he said it was pessimistic.
I told him I didn't mean it pessimistically, that it's the reality of things. When you think you mean something to people and they leave or hurt you like nothing, it's hard for me to get over it, especially because I take the people in my life to heart.
I think it'd be pessimistic to say I'd never trust someone again, or love them, and stopped my life or something.
I don't think there's anything wrong with it really.
As I told him, while I've mended over what happened with Joe and I, the summer when he returned, it hurt a bit that he didn't try to talk to me and how easily people bowed to just have him back without apology, or saying something on other people's behalf, especially considering how much I tried and we all did.
While it was ages ago, it did bother me, and stung a bit anyway. It's just who I am, and I recognize it. Friends are important to me, and I'm sorry, but I care about the people in my life, and they were there for reasons, and are a part of me.
I told him I didn't mean it pessimistically, that it's the reality of things. When you think you mean something to people and they leave or hurt you like nothing, it's hard for me to get over it, especially because I take the people in my life to heart.
I think it'd be pessimistic to say I'd never trust someone again, or love them, and stopped my life or something.
I don't think there's anything wrong with it really.
As I told him, while I've mended over what happened with Joe and I, the summer when he returned, it hurt a bit that he didn't try to talk to me and how easily people bowed to just have him back without apology, or saying something on other people's behalf, especially considering how much I tried and we all did.
While it was ages ago, it did bother me, and stung a bit anyway. It's just who I am, and I recognize it. Friends are important to me, and I'm sorry, but I care about the people in my life, and they were there for reasons, and are a part of me.