pang.
I heard from a friend Glenn got a job offer in New Hampshire.
I shouldn't care anymore, but it stung.
I was afraid of that, in a way -- me potentially coming back and us not having been remotely close to working any decent friendship out, and him being physically gone. No longer home. I mean New Hampshire isn't far, and this is assuming he takes it, and I decide to even bother anymore, but even so, while I am happy for him, I am saddened by it and it struck my heart.
I was supposed to leave and come back, not come back to him leaving, as I wrote last year, when we were on better terms.
Lol, I can't with myself. Some days I'm whatever about it, or some are hurt or frustrated love wasn't enough, but in the end, I'm still saddened by this thought. After all this time away too. Crazy chikaaa. There must be something wrong with me.
I shouldn't care anymore, but it stung.
I was afraid of that, in a way -- me potentially coming back and us not having been remotely close to working any decent friendship out, and him being physically gone. No longer home. I mean New Hampshire isn't far, and this is assuming he takes it, and I decide to even bother anymore, but even so, while I am happy for him, I am saddened by it and it struck my heart.
I was supposed to leave and come back, not come back to him leaving, as I wrote last year, when we were on better terms.
Lol, I can't with myself. Some days I'm whatever about it, or some are hurt or frustrated love wasn't enough, but in the end, I'm still saddened by this thought. After all this time away too. Crazy chikaaa. There must be something wrong with me.