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right now.
i can't even describe the way i feel.
in nyssma i did horrible.
i can't believe how hard i tryed and it gets shattered into fucking pieces. they say i sing so well, and they don't want me quitting.
what the fuck
the little confedience i had in singing is now gone.
i am quitting trebel chior
i am not being in chior next year.
thats fucking it.
i don't care what they say. it is going.
i can't stand how i felt like things where changing.
everyday i feel indifferent. it is like i am either okay or i feel like crap. i feel like i am always writing in here and i am either sad or feeling shitty.
i just feel like nothing comes easy. something always comes easy to someone.
i can't even describe the way i feel.
in nyssma i did horrible.
i can't believe how hard i tryed and it gets shattered into fucking pieces. they say i sing so well, and they don't want me quitting.
what the fuck
the little confedience i had in singing is now gone.
i am quitting trebel chior
i am not being in chior next year.
thats fucking it.
i don't care what they say. it is going.
i can't stand how i felt like things where changing.
everyday i feel indifferent. it is like i am either okay or i feel like crap. i feel like i am always writing in here and i am either sad or feeling shitty.
i just feel like nothing comes easy. something always comes easy to someone.