May 04, 2004 15:53
so
i found my rings
i am happy.
my smiley face one though is still hiding.
today was okay.
nothing really sparked me that much.
sammi and i went to get a muffin.it was a good muffin. we were on the line with lizzy. samm cheered me with the whole dumb boy thing.<3
in gym it was good.
matt fell down or like tripped or something. ali got hit twice once in the head, another in the sholder.
it was intense haha.
i worked with ms.goldenbaum(god to i dislike her) with nyssma and chamber try outs. it is useless i think i shouldn't even try out i am not going to make it whatever.
i almost fell asleep in biology. it is really bad. i have to start reading tonight and study, tomorrow massive extra help. i'd say.
global stephanie sat next to me, she has been really nice to be lately.
i missed the bus because i was working with ms.goldenbaum (again) and i walked home. it wasn't that bad.
i thought on how stupid i am. for one thing i get myself into the dumbest things yet i want more. i want to talk to him, i want to go places with him, yet i am getting myself into a big huge mess.. the main reason. because i never learn the first time. i just like him which is just going to hurt more and more because i already know the truth. because i am stupid yet again and bring myself into these things.
i love to see the trees with leaves again.