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i don't even know how i feel.
lately i can't shake this feeling on not knowing what to do with myself.
i used to be alot happier than i am a week ago.
i enjoyed it more.
every day in choir i want to just die.
she drives me insane.
i wanted to cry because she just works us to the limit. i couldn't stand it. i just feel out of place everywhere like i don't belong. i want to bang my head on a brick wall a few times and she what would happen to myself. i just don't even know anymore.
it seems like everything is falling apart.
according to my astrology thingy. that everything should go back to normal in the "middle of the week". if i does i will believe in them again.
in school nothing really happened. in english i was in a good mood. first it was talking about all this stuff and there was a silence so i decided to just say meow. ms.fierro thought it was samm and was like do you need to go to the nurse? you need pills or something and she was it wasn't meeeeee
jen wasn't in school today:-( we are probably going to hidden in plainview,the goodwill and allister on thursday :-)
second period i was okay.
at the bell i just wasn't in a good mood. i just felt like when tina and samm were talking i was going to fall while they were talking about there whole plans and stuff i dunno. at lunch nattile was doing a survey for her class and it was on disney stuff, it was a good time. in bio matt and i had a stfu fight mostly. global nothing.
we had this politcal conversation and eddie says, we should just kill all the iraq's people.
that pissed me off.
first of all not all of the iraws people are terrorists, very rarely might there be some.
it shows arrogance, why would you want to kill people, can you imagine if you were there and already had nothing left because it was bombed? well thats a pretty screwed up thing to say in my opinion. The whole war to me in the first place was dumb in some ways. there economy sucked as it is, there is like nothing now, there goverment sucked, our goverment now is sending troups over and it is like a death row. i have a friend there named jesse and she might be sent over.
i am not sure about politics or whatever. i just thought it was screwed up for him to say that.
i went to work. got 16 dollars.for the show. coo.
lately i can't shake this feeling on not knowing what to do with myself.
i used to be alot happier than i am a week ago.
i enjoyed it more.
every day in choir i want to just die.
she drives me insane.
i wanted to cry because she just works us to the limit. i couldn't stand it. i just feel out of place everywhere like i don't belong. i want to bang my head on a brick wall a few times and she what would happen to myself. i just don't even know anymore.
it seems like everything is falling apart.
according to my astrology thingy. that everything should go back to normal in the "middle of the week". if i does i will believe in them again.
in school nothing really happened. in english i was in a good mood. first it was talking about all this stuff and there was a silence so i decided to just say meow. ms.fierro thought it was samm and was like do you need to go to the nurse? you need pills or something and she was it wasn't meeeeee
jen wasn't in school today:-( we are probably going to hidden in plainview,the goodwill and allister on thursday :-)
second period i was okay.
at the bell i just wasn't in a good mood. i just felt like when tina and samm were talking i was going to fall while they were talking about there whole plans and stuff i dunno. at lunch nattile was doing a survey for her class and it was on disney stuff, it was a good time. in bio matt and i had a stfu fight mostly. global nothing.
we had this politcal conversation and eddie says, we should just kill all the iraq's people.
that pissed me off.
first of all not all of the iraws people are terrorists, very rarely might there be some.
it shows arrogance, why would you want to kill people, can you imagine if you were there and already had nothing left because it was bombed? well thats a pretty screwed up thing to say in my opinion. The whole war to me in the first place was dumb in some ways. there economy sucked as it is, there is like nothing now, there goverment sucked, our goverment now is sending troups over and it is like a death row. i have a friend there named jesse and she might be sent over.
i am not sure about politics or whatever. i just thought it was screwed up for him to say that.
i went to work. got 16 dollars.for the show. coo.