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I'm sitting in my dorm room huddled in a long sleeve shirt, sweatshirt, my drumline jacket and my quilt. Im still cold. Could it be because someone turned the ac to 65? Perhaps. Then again, Im stupid for not just getting up and turning it down. Hmm, I think I will do that now. *stands up, waddles to the thermostat and turns it to 70. waddles back to computer* That's better.
*Falls over* I can't believe all the shit that's going on lately. To put it in my buddy Kate's words, I'm getting mindfucked just trying to think about it. I've NEVER had this much drama in my life at once all stemming from one spot. I can't believe it. This shit shouldn't be happening to begin with but 1) I'm a fuckin idiot who aparently can't discern what will be alright to talk about and what will come back to slap her in the face. 2) I'm aparently fucked no matter what I do so why try to dig myself out of it? I decided last night/this morning that I was going to be completely honest with people. Usually I try to protect people from pain by not telling them the whole story. Well, last night on the way to the bonfire I figured out that even when I'm nice and polite and accomodating to people's feelings I get fucked over so no more. If some one asks me something, I'm going to give them my honest answer come hell or high water. My straightforwardness (is that a word?) was in effect last night and today and the people that I encountered seemed to take it well. Yay? I hope so. So yeah, from now on, I'm posting what I want to post in here
Wow.
I think that these things are both a blessing and a curse.
Pluses:
keep up with what's going on with people's lives when you dont get to see them or talk to them all the time.
get to take cool little quizes.
the ability to rant.
the ability to post something and know that other people will read it.
Minues:
complete honesty on these things can be deadly.
getting fucked over when you read something and tell other people about it when you weren't supposed to. *looks around innocently*
reading things you may not want to find out or, on the flip side, reading something thta the other person posted purely because they knew you couldnt handle the truth.
Just got done watching Eurotrip with Kate while eating pizza. Good distraction from homework and life in general. *sings* "Scotty doesnt know! Scotty doesnt know! Scotty doesnt know!"
Meh. I wish it were 5:00 Monday
Thats my happy time.
*runs in circles* I'm not going to think of depressing things anymore. It isn't healthy for me and I'm not going to allow myself to wallow! *puts fingers in ears* LA LA LA!! I cant hear you!!!