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I really hate USM.
I really hate the Women's Resource Center at USM especially.
I can graduate in May, but I have to come back in the fall for a semester to take 2 classes that they won't offer in the spring.
I'm in the Vagina Monologues again...as Woman #2. I HATE THE CHORUS. I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT. Last year I was the Narrator. I HATED THAT TOO. Seriously, I know I'm not a great actress, but I sat through that audition and people SUCKED. They sped through their monologues, put nothing into it, and just sucked. I didn't know which monologue I wanted to do, and this girl was like "I've never seen anyone do Reclaiming Cunt." and I mentioned that I did it over the summer. So the director made me do it. RECLAIMING CUNT FOR AN AUDITION. I did okay, not amazing, but okay. BAD ENOUGH TO GET IN THE FUCKING CHORUS THOUGH. If I could have just done a different piece, I would have gotten a better part. What kills me is that they were like "we want everyone that was in it last year to have COMPLETELY different parts so it doesn't seem like the same thing twice." Well, I think that the Narrator is the same thing as the Chorus. NOTHING. IT'S NOTHING. I hate ensembles, greek chorus, whatever. I hate them. I'M NOT EVEN A GOOD PART IN THE CHORUS. I get to say Twat. That's about it. I don't even want to be in the show anymore.
I haven't heard from David since October 28th. I'm losing my mind.
And how is it that I want to be a Special Victims officer when I grow up, that I want to be Olivia Benson, and I don't even know what to do when it's my sister getting hurt? I seriously suck.
I just want to go home. I'm through with school and especially USM. I'm needed more there anyway.
The only thing good in my life right now is the Red Sox and the fact that I got to go to the Rolling Rally last week.
I really hate the Women's Resource Center at USM especially.
I can graduate in May, but I have to come back in the fall for a semester to take 2 classes that they won't offer in the spring.
I'm in the Vagina Monologues again...as Woman #2. I HATE THE CHORUS. I HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT. Last year I was the Narrator. I HATED THAT TOO. Seriously, I know I'm not a great actress, but I sat through that audition and people SUCKED. They sped through their monologues, put nothing into it, and just sucked. I didn't know which monologue I wanted to do, and this girl was like "I've never seen anyone do Reclaiming Cunt." and I mentioned that I did it over the summer. So the director made me do it. RECLAIMING CUNT FOR AN AUDITION. I did okay, not amazing, but okay. BAD ENOUGH TO GET IN THE FUCKING CHORUS THOUGH. If I could have just done a different piece, I would have gotten a better part. What kills me is that they were like "we want everyone that was in it last year to have COMPLETELY different parts so it doesn't seem like the same thing twice." Well, I think that the Narrator is the same thing as the Chorus. NOTHING. IT'S NOTHING. I hate ensembles, greek chorus, whatever. I hate them. I'M NOT EVEN A GOOD PART IN THE CHORUS. I get to say Twat. That's about it. I don't even want to be in the show anymore.
I haven't heard from David since October 28th. I'm losing my mind.
And how is it that I want to be a Special Victims officer when I grow up, that I want to be Olivia Benson, and I don't even know what to do when it's my sister getting hurt? I seriously suck.
I just want to go home. I'm through with school and especially USM. I'm needed more there anyway.
The only thing good in my life right now is the Red Sox and the fact that I got to go to the Rolling Rally last week.