You dunno how hard it is to get over you, when every time i see you, my heart begins to *smile*
itS HaRd 2 wAiT ArOuNd 4 sOmEtHiN
tHaT u KnO wOnT EvEr HaPpEn bUt itS
EvEn HaRdEr 2 GiVe uP WhEn u KnO itS
eVeRyThInG yOu wAnT <3
ok... so im sure every single one of yall are about to kill yourself from hearing about him(if u dont know who... ask me... but i dont know what is wrong with me. i mean this summer was awesome.. and when i started to like him and hung otu with him more.. i knew that he was leaving... from the very begining i knew that for a fact. i never expected or imagined that christmas the next year would roll around and i still not be able to stop thinkin about him... i cant even point out what it is about him that i like.. normally i would'a been over this a long long time ago.. i just wanna know how long this is gonna last... im so confused.. ive never felt like this before.. i just wanna be over him so i can move on and not have to worry about this... im normally a VERY realistic person but i'd say that a freshman in college is a bit unrealistic... maybe its just that i want to know what he thinks/thought of me.. even if its that he was jsut nice czu he knew i liked him and he didnt wanna hurt me or sumthin... maybe thats what i want.. i dont even know anymore... o well i guess we will see what christmas break brings... anyway. i just got home from bobbys grandads funeral. it was really sad.. i could tell he was upset.. but he will be ok.. the kid has a big heart and hes a strong person and hes gonna get through this... today was cool cuz i only had to go to school till 11:30.. so that was nice... haha and now im sitting here watchin Boy Meets World.. so anyway there you go.. story of my life.. i know.. booring huh?
tHaT u KnO wOnT EvEr HaPpEn bUt itS
EvEn HaRdEr 2 GiVe uP WhEn u KnO itS
eVeRyThInG yOu wAnT <3
ok... so im sure every single one of yall are about to kill yourself from hearing about him(if u dont know who... ask me... but i dont know what is wrong with me. i mean this summer was awesome.. and when i started to like him and hung otu with him more.. i knew that he was leaving... from the very begining i knew that for a fact. i never expected or imagined that christmas the next year would roll around and i still not be able to stop thinkin about him... i cant even point out what it is about him that i like.. normally i would'a been over this a long long time ago.. i just wanna know how long this is gonna last... im so confused.. ive never felt like this before.. i just wanna be over him so i can move on and not have to worry about this... im normally a VERY realistic person but i'd say that a freshman in college is a bit unrealistic... maybe its just that i want to know what he thinks/thought of me.. even if its that he was jsut nice czu he knew i liked him and he didnt wanna hurt me or sumthin... maybe thats what i want.. i dont even know anymore... o well i guess we will see what christmas break brings... anyway. i just got home from bobbys grandads funeral. it was really sad.. i could tell he was upset.. but he will be ok.. the kid has a big heart and hes a strong person and hes gonna get through this... today was cool cuz i only had to go to school till 11:30.. so that was nice... haha and now im sitting here watchin Boy Meets World.. so anyway there you go.. story of my life.. i know.. booring huh?