this is the real me...
wow... rain cirtinally makes me in a good mood... but on the brighter side there is only one more day untill thanksgiving break! yes!! thank god! ive been kinda sick of alot of things latley and i always seem liek im in a bad mood... i dont try to be.. but i always feel like im upset about something.. there are a few ppl that are getting on my nerves latley and i guess that is makin me a lil upset.. but i dont know... its jsut like im not that happy go lucky, smiling person i used to be... i dont know why.. im always stressed always upset about something.. and i cant do anythign about it. i remember that girl adn im sure some of yall do too.. that smiling, never boring, just genuinly happy girl that used to be me. i dont know where that went... high school happened.. i dont know.. i try to hide it alot.. pretend im happy.. but after a while it just doenst work and i have days like the one i had today. maybe it is the rain.. maybe it is school.. i dont know.. i have awesome friends, i go to a great school, i mean.. for goodness sake..i live in hoover.. i have a good life.. or so i thought...i dont know.. im sure ill get through this... i can get through anything most of the time...