Looking up.
In the last few months and into the next few months things are going my way. Finally.
I had lost the job I enjoyed so much... due to circumstances out of my control.
The love of my life had used me, abused me... and had shown no remorse for his actions.
My mom pulled an absolute flip on me, wrenching the rug from under me and then innocently wondered why I fell down. The whole process losing me my home.
I found my way back to a job. And although it was not in my field... The pay was good enough... and the job was one I knew well.
I found my way away from my love... and found new, healthy relationships... and eventually... real love.
I was blessed with an opportunityto make a new home with more hope and friendship and love then ever before.
The man I fell for has shown me all the wonderful parts of love that I had long since given up for myth. For a long time now I thought that love... was knowing the faults of your Significant other and loving them despite. But I don't believe that anymore.... I can't look at it the same way. Love now... is that you don't see "faults" as faults at all, but as blessings. Because no matter what, no fault can out-shine the greatness that they are, or all the wonderful things they do, and anytime you find yourself thinking ill of them they turn around and amaze you again. For example... he found out that I am allergic to penicillin and since has been pestering me to get a medical alert bracelet. And finally he won out. I put it on and it fell off because it was too big. He removed six links out of the chain and put it back together and onto my wrist... I told him he couldn't make fun of if when I had it on during fancy things. He looked at me very seriously and said that he would never make fun of something that could save me. ever. How could I ever have thought his pestering was anything other than love?
I had lost the job I enjoyed so much... due to circumstances out of my control.
The love of my life had used me, abused me... and had shown no remorse for his actions.
My mom pulled an absolute flip on me, wrenching the rug from under me and then innocently wondered why I fell down. The whole process losing me my home.
I found my way back to a job. And although it was not in my field... The pay was good enough... and the job was one I knew well.
I found my way away from my love... and found new, healthy relationships... and eventually... real love.
I was blessed with an opportunityto make a new home with more hope and friendship and love then ever before.
The man I fell for has shown me all the wonderful parts of love that I had long since given up for myth. For a long time now I thought that love... was knowing the faults of your Significant other and loving them despite. But I don't believe that anymore.... I can't look at it the same way. Love now... is that you don't see "faults" as faults at all, but as blessings. Because no matter what, no fault can out-shine the greatness that they are, or all the wonderful things they do, and anytime you find yourself thinking ill of them they turn around and amaze you again. For example... he found out that I am allergic to penicillin and since has been pestering me to get a medical alert bracelet. And finally he won out. I put it on and it fell off because it was too big. He removed six links out of the chain and put it back together and onto my wrist... I told him he couldn't make fun of if when I had it on during fancy things. He looked at me very seriously and said that he would never make fun of something that could save me. ever. How could I ever have thought his pestering was anything other than love?