graduation
it's been a while
andrew broke up with me near the end of january. he started dating the following week. he's now engaged to her. she's 39.
i had my flings. it wasn't exactly fun, but it kept my mind off of him. for a little while.
i dated one of my best friends. it wasn't the wisest of ideas, but it was fun. he made me happy. i love him : /. i don't think our friends-relationship is in the best shape right now. it makes me worry that it'll never really be the same.
i just can't handle a serious relationship right now. i mean...i'm still stuck on andrew. even though he flaunts his sex-life and the fact that he's engaged, i still miss him. i keep thinking it's still the same andrew, and i know it's not, but still. i just want to be single for a while. not to have to worry about guys. concentrate on myself. put my emotional self back together.
i'm going to Texas Tech in the fall. music major.
graduation is this week on Wednesday.
and i'll be dying my half of my hair blue the following Friday.
work is boring. same ol' same ol'. i think i have a mini-crush on felix : /. like, he kind of reminds me of johnny depp. only less-refined and younger. and they fired hector, the hot busboy every girl wanted. we were all pretty pissed.
anyway, life is so so. there are few things i look forward to now. but oh well.
andrew broke up with me near the end of january. he started dating the following week. he's now engaged to her. she's 39.
i had my flings. it wasn't exactly fun, but it kept my mind off of him. for a little while.
i dated one of my best friends. it wasn't the wisest of ideas, but it was fun. he made me happy. i love him : /. i don't think our friends-relationship is in the best shape right now. it makes me worry that it'll never really be the same.
i just can't handle a serious relationship right now. i mean...i'm still stuck on andrew. even though he flaunts his sex-life and the fact that he's engaged, i still miss him. i keep thinking it's still the same andrew, and i know it's not, but still. i just want to be single for a while. not to have to worry about guys. concentrate on myself. put my emotional self back together.
i'm going to Texas Tech in the fall. music major.
graduation is this week on Wednesday.
and i'll be dying my half of my hair blue the following Friday.
work is boring. same ol' same ol'. i think i have a mini-crush on felix : /. like, he kind of reminds me of johnny depp. only less-refined and younger. and they fired hector, the hot busboy every girl wanted. we were all pretty pissed.
anyway, life is so so. there are few things i look forward to now. but oh well.