May 24, 2002 16:16
Today I feel like doing nothing. I just want to sit in my room, watch TV and pout all day long. People keep inviting me to do awesome things tonight, but I just want to pout and feel sorry for myself. It kinda sucks. This weekend is not going to be fun. My best friend from Southlake told me she left for Pennsylvania already... and a group of friends went to Brokenbow, and I can't go b/c of my parents... so everyone is gone, Scott left to go to Houston with one of his friends... and he promised me that we would go to the zoo tomorrow, and I've been looking forward to that for so long, and he just forgot... he was too excited about this stupid trip. Stupid Boy.
The job hunt. Most all of you know what that is like. I'm hoping for this job in solona... it's a gym, but I'd be babysitting all the kids there. It wouldn't be a bad job, 13 an hour, and I'd get a free membership to this gym that is usually 79.00 a month! Crazy huh? Otherwise my last resort is Bennagins near Grapevine Mills.
Well, I'm getting bored already... maybe pokemon can cheer me up.. and I'll probably eat everything in this house before this night is over!! (Not a good thing at all!! ) Do any of you do that too? When you are bored or depressed eat almost everything insight? I do that all the time!! Why can't I go work out instead of eat, or cry, or something!! Help!!
Anyway... Have a good night...