Jul 27, 2002 15:30
I know I just updated last night before bed, but I have so much running through my head right now. It's not bad, but I've had this nervous feeling in my tummy for like 3 days now.
We only have 3 more weeks until we go back to school. I can't wait. I'm very excited about starting all over again. It's probably going to be very different, meeting new people and trying to balance everything out. But I think it's going to be the greatest yet.
So for 3 weeks, my life will be filled with working out, summer school, and working at the dentist office again for 2 and a half weeks. There is a lot I have to do to get ready to move in, and I know this time will pass by pretty fast, but I want it to be here soon you know!!
I've been working out every single day for a while now, and I haven't seen any results... just that I'm a little happier and not as much stess. And I think I need to have a girls night out soon. I seriously just want a night where all of us can talk/cry/laugh/whatever!! I just need time with my girls I think. And we can watch sappy movies and eat all the ice-cream in the world. That sounds soo good now.
The boy situation is very confusing. I don't know what I want, I don't know if I want to be in a relationship, or just date around without becoming a slut, or sounding like a slut you know? But I've never just dated around, I've always been in a serious relationship so I don't know anything. I've never been friends with benefits with anyone, and how can you do it without starting to love them you know? How can you hang out with them, have feelings for them, but try and push them away?? I mean we only live once and you never know when you'll never see the person again. So tell them now, don't wait until later because there might not be a later!!
(Maybe I'm saying this now, so I can take my own advice...)Anyway, I hope everyone is having a good day... Oh yeah, give me your opnion on the whole alcohol thing... please..