31 - Detox
Live-journal-ing my detox off heroin. I am 24 hours out from my last shot. Listening to D.A.I.S.Y. Rage album by Kitty Pryde female hip hop. I'm smoking hash oil and drinking vodka DAY DRUNK! to try and alleviate my withdrawal symptoms. Right now I'm at hot and cold flashes, sweating, sneezing, tearing, nose-running, my bowels are catching up. A little restless when I try and rest because I get burning and twitchy. Withdrawal from heroin is hell. You wish you could crawl out of your skin because there is nothing that brings relief except more dope, and to get dope you need money and to get money requires hustling or panhandling and I am out of energy for that shit.