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Ok, starting over tomorrow with everything. Being clean, being a good student, being healthy. Tumblr is very inspiring. Today I slept til noon, and even though I swore I wouldn't do it
Ok, starting over tomorrow with everything. Being clean, being a good student, being healthy. Tumblr is very inspiring. Today I slept til noon, and even though I swore I wouldn't do it, I spent at least three hours fixated on trying to scam more heroin. I pilfered a gas credit card from my dad so I was able to use that in trade. C picked it up yesterday and that saved our asses because M totally bitched out. He was supposed to have money from doing yard work all day but he insisted he was too shy to press the issue with his boss about getting paid. I didn't want to jack things or panhandle for money to I kicked him out of the car. C and I came up with a plan to spange for some gas at AMPM because we were running out of gas going around corners, we were so low. Magically, he pulls out the 76 credit card and I was like, bug-eyed. We chugged over to the 76 station (it's only a block away) and I plugged in the card which WORKED. I was sooo grateful. I have never had such a fast mood swing. From murderous screaming rage to elation and relief. So, we were able to get a sack that night. Anyways, slept in, tried to get more shit. Then I took a shower and went shopping with my dad and by the time I returned, my dude had hit me up and was down to trade gas. I got a 2.5 sack and took my last shot at 11pm. Tomorrow morning I'm gonna take a quarter strip of a sub and just tough it out as best I can. I have no other alternative. The last two days have been really lame, between panhandling in the rain and dealing with M's bitch ass. I'm really really over it. So we'll see what happens. All the other inspiring shit I said about being clean and healthy repeating right here. The end. I ate whatever the fuck I wanted and didn't do fuck-all for exercise. Pedometer: 3,025 steps, 1.24miles, 162 cals, 32,36 action time, 26.17 minute/mile, 18.07 fat grams I only wore it for half the day. Tomorrow I'm going to get back on track for sure. Keep hitting me up on KIK or text plus and I will respond eventually. I really like hearing from you all, I'm just busy and it's difficult for me to find spare time. Lame excuse, I know but seriously, keep hitting me up and check out my Tumlbr. I will update tomorrow for sure. Later, kids.