Sleep Deprived.
So I finally got put on anxiety/depression meds again. Got them bad boys on Tuesday. They're a hell of a lot better than Buspar. Buspar made my chest hurt like hell. These pills aren't that great so far though.Which, by the way I'm on Zoloft, I forgot to mention that because I'm half crazy from lack of sleep. But anyways...the doctor said that it would probably take a month or two for me to actually get used to them enough to help that well. The sucky thing about it is that they make me feel sleepy and like totally drained 24/7 but UNABLE to actually fucking SLEEP. Which is horrible. So here I am walking around like a fucking zombie because they make me feel so goddamn tired, on top of the fact that I hardly get sleep anyways...then I can never sleep when I want too. I don't even actually know WHEN I'm sleepy anymore. Because I feel so sleepy all the time that I'll be like "Okay, I'm sleepy. I'll go lay down" Then I'll toss and turn for hours, finally give up and go and do something for two hours, then go back to bed and actually be able to sleep. So I don't actually know if they're making me unable to sleep, or it's just that I'm so tired all the tired all the time because of them that I don't know when I'm actually REALLY tired. If that makes sense to anyone? Probably not. Oh well. So let's see. What else? This crazy guy is stalking my sister Jaimee. He actually stole her car for two days and she didn't know where it was at, and the cops didn't do shit. She found it eventually, and his anti-depressants and all his other shit was in it but they still said "that's not enough proof that he stole it". Which is complete bullshit. She doesn't even know how he got a key to it because she has both of hers and she has a Mercedes, so it's not like you can just go anywhere and get them made. It's an electronic key. You have to go to a Mercedes dealership. I don't know, maybe the psycho has friends. Anyways...what else? Nothing much...and I'm getting sleepy, maybe I'll update later.