This is not a sad post.
I was at work today, I've been at work just about everyday for the last month or so. The only days off I get now are because of the weather. Well and for the shows coming up next weekend. I've been sitting here listening to dallas green a little right now. Its great music that gets you thinking about life and everything inbetween. I was thinking about how in the last year or so i've lost two of my best friends from the past. One I lost because of distance which I know isn't lost but just on hiatus. The other I lost because of misunderstanding and miscommunication. My fault yes to a point, the other parties fault, yes to a point. In the last year though i've also gained 4 new best friends to take their spot in history in my life. Am I in a better spot because of this? I would say its different but not better or worse, its just different. I've been having the time of my life getting to know these new people and I think that its the only thing that keeps me going from day to day when your working every waking hour. I've been alright with it though, if you read this you might think I hate my job, fact is I still love it even though I have so many reasons to hate it. Maybe i'm just a little nostalgic tonight, a little tired, a little excited for the coming days and months. Its wierd for me to think about the memories on my brain from past days that are just blurs in the windshield now but its even more exciting to think about the memories that are yet to be made. There are better days ahead I know, but maybe not better, or worse...but maybe just different.