oky the message is loud and clear
dear god or who ever sits above us.. I get it I am not the one to give my parents grandchildern you made that clear today when 2 days away from 1 mo if being married you bless my bro and SNL with a baby.. i am happy for them i really am i cried my tears that it was not me to give them grandchldern but as i told you If my SNL was to concive and give them there first gandchild it ment that i was deff not to have childern.. you have given me the signs before but today at dinner when lacy annouced she was expecting i read you loud and clear. I know that its not ment to be for my hubbby and I