Jan 07, 2006 22:16
I wish things would just stay normal for just once. I hope my mom is happy, just when i was starting to trust her she reminds me that im just another product of a guy she fucked. No she doesnt love him, just his best friend , who treats her and everyone around him like shit. Things are different...im not who i used to be, so if he plans on touching me I'll kill him, NO JOKE!
I need the world to stop rotating for a while, i havent had time to take in the things that are happening.
Of course when i always get real happy something reminds me that after 18 years its better not to get your hopes up anytime soon. Its gonna be a long ride, and a lonely one at that.