Super Junior - Donghae/Kyuhyun
Title: The way you're making me feel
Author:
Pairing/Characters: Kyuhyun/Donghae
Rating: R/NC-17
Warnings: Slash, m/m sex, boy on boy
Disclaimer: All belong to SM Entertainment, none belong to me, especially not the characters
A/N: I wrote this for my boyfriend's birthday (27 of June) and now that he has read it I can post it here!
Summary: Kyuhyun is hurying to get home in time! But will he be able to make the best possible out of his lover's birthday? Read more and see the cuteness of Dong/Kyu
“You okay..?” Shindong asked as they made their way towards the convenient store, Kyuhyun carrying an empty plastic-bag so that they would not have to pay extra for a new one, not that it was expensive or anything, but Shindong always insisted they would bring an old one, saying something like “Do you know how much money you actually spend on new plastic-bags every year?!” or “Yeah suit your self... I have enough bags as it is”. Kyuhyun had grown accustomed now to the fact that his friend would complain, so he always brought an old one, just to be on his good side.
“Yeah I'm just fine..” he mumbled, not at all listening to what Shindong just said, lost in deep thoughts about what to cook and how to decorate the apartment he was renting. He really needed to make this day perfect! He couldn't mess up... Not today. This was special after all.
“Really..?” Shindong asked as he made his way thought the doors, waiting patiently as Kyuhyun followed, slowly. “Then, how come you have that look on your face?”
“What look...?”
He realized all to late that his answer had been all to dull, of course Shindong realized something was up with him if he acted like that. But it was to late now, at least for him to take back the way he had sounded. Instead he looked up at his friend, quickened his pace and smiled a little, which only made Shindong laugh at him.
“That look you used to have in the beginning...” he answered and grabbed a bag of marshmallows from one of the shelves as they passed it. “...the one when you look like you're thinking so hard about what steps to take that you totally forget to sing.”
Kyuhyun felt blush cover his cheeks and he looked way, trying to pretend like he was looking for something special even though he soon realized that the way he was looking, it just seemed like he wanted to by some plastic forks... He was embarrassed, because he knew perfectly well how he had made himself look at the beginning of his carrier with Super Junior. He had been so clumsy, and so utterly foolish as he had tried to learn their dances so hard.. and yet not at all practiced his singing.
That was when he had showed. Donghae.
Kyuhyun felt his cheeks burn even more as the thoughts bubbled within his mind and he giggled, which was not voluntary, and as soon as the sound left his vibrating ribcage he blushed even more and moved closer to the flowery, plastic plates.
“Did you say something hyung?” Shindong asked, since he had already moved on to another shelf, that seemed to be filled with cookies. Kyuhyun just made a sound which was supposed to be a no and then walked passed his mate, grabbing some carrots and tomatoes at the opposite shelf.
He could not believe it had only been two years since he joined Super Junior, which must have been the best goddamn thing that had ever happened in his life. Yes, he had had some trouble in the beginning, with both dancing and concentration, because, let's face it, he was a singer, not a dancer... But he had had a lot of help. Almost all his new mates in the group back then had given him a lot of support, but there was one who had made such an impression on Kyuhyun that he had not been able to get the man off of his mind...
It had been late in the evening, a normal Friday afternoon, and Kyuhyun had stayed late after practice. He needed the alone-time, needed the space and he needed the piece quiet brought to the place. He had hoped to at least learn the dance for the music video they we're supposed to shoot just days later but before he had even learned half way, hos stressed out stomach had played tricks on him an his next stop had been the toilet.
He could still remember the feeling as he washed his hands and suddenly realized that he must have forgotten to turn the music off, even though he was completely sure he had. He had hurried out but stopped immediately as he saw a pair of converse, which had been kicked off without care right next to his own, neatly placed ones. His confusion had been pretty massive. He had been practicing alone for nights in a row and even though Yesung or Shindong stuck around sometimes, this late no one came here... so who was it that had planned to ruin his time to practice?
Donghae had been standing on the dance-floor, his eyes reading the back of the CD Kyuhyun had brought and Kyuhyun could feel his cheeks burn as he remembered what childish tracks he listened too when he was alone. Donghae had not seemed to notice him where he was peaking in though the half open door and Kyuhyun remembered he had thought it best to keep it at that.
The young man had been grinning, in that way Kyuhyun later had learned he always grinned when he found something cute, awesome, funny or lovely. That small grin had somehow caused even more blush to burn his cheeks and he had wanted to back away from the door, go dig himself down into a pile of sand somewhere... but Donghae had other plans. Instead of laughing his ass of at the tracks, he changed song, smiled and moved out onto the swiped floor, closing his eyes while waiting for the song to begin.
Kyuhyun would never forget that first time when he had seen Donghae dance. The way he had moved had been the most beautiful way anyone had ever moved, at least to Kyuhyun's tired eyes. Those brown locks looked to smooth and his smiling lisp as the old song was plying, turned up to max.
Kyuhyun didn't know himself what it had been that had made his knees so weak, or what it was with this man that had made him smile when ever Donghae had helped him with his steps. He liked the way Donghae had always fussed with him, joked with him, helped him gently but still intensively... Even though the others helped a lot as well, Donghae had always been there when things got rough for him. In 2007, when they all had been shaken by the terrible accident, Donghae had been the first one to support him. They had spent hours and more hours in training, Donghae always patient, always calm and steady, arms strong and warm, holding Kyuhyun up as the pressure became too heavy on his young shoulders. They had been there for each other. It was because of Donghae that Kyuhyun had been able to come back, to dance and sing again...
“Magnae?” Shindong laughed and as Kyuhyun shook his head to land in reality again, he realized he had been dozing off again. “Thinking too much about the passed again are we?”
Kyuhyun sighed and watched the people who passed them, outside the tanned window of the car. His stomach tensed in a weird way as he realized how late it was and that the tailback had not at all loosened. If they kept rolling like this, he would be late, he wouldn't have time to fix anything... Christ. He already WAS late enough. He shook his head and closed his eyes, feeling slightly panicked again, knowing it wasn't at all good for his sensitive stomach.
“Why you so stressed out hyung?” Leeteuk asked from the front seat and as Kyuhyun looked up, he felt his heart jump. Leeteuk was the only one who really knew what was bothering him. He was the only one he would have ever dared to tell about this... And still, now when Shindong was here, he could not talk openly about it. So instead, he only nodded and continued to watch the people passing the window, seeing some young girls giggle while they looked into a girls magazine about pop-idols.
'Please...' he thought and closed his eyes hard. 'let me make it in time...'
***
He had planned to rent a movie, planned for food and what to drink... he had even bought a bunch of candles to be able to set the mood... This day was supposed to be special, but now the time showed half passed ten and as he made his way up the stairs he already knew he was too late. The October rain was hitting the windows next to the stairs and he felt the chill pain strike him. He was such a terrible person for not making it in time...
“I'm home...” he half whispered, afraid he'd just get silence back. There was nothing worse than silence in a time like this...
But his nightmare was not what met him. Donghae poked his head out from the kitchen, his smooth features shining with that smile as he came out, wiping his hands on a cloth before grabbing two glasses and handing one of them to Kyuhyun before he had even had time to remove his shoes.
“Welcome home Magnae..” he chuckled and his eyes sparkled as Kyuhyun took the glass into his slightly trembling hands, the younger one now so relieved Donghae was not mad that he hardly knew what to do. “I heard from Leeteuk that you would be late, so I made you something.”
Kyuhyun shook his head slightly and felt the blush rise to his cheeks ones more as he looked back into those deep, dark eyes. “You shouldn't have... Donghae, it's YOUR birthday...”
“I know that” the man laughed before taking a sip out of his glass, then he took Kyuhyun's hand in his own. “But it's a special day, so... I wanted to make you something anyway.” He smiled and backed into the living-room, gently pulling the younger one with him. “Close your eyes Kyuh...” And Kyuhyun did as he was told, his smile widening a she heard Donghae laugh gently, closer to him now, his smooth fingertips gently wrapping around Kyuhyun's slimmed waist...
“What is all this..?” he had to ask but he knew Donghae wouldn't give him an answer on that. He could feel those soft hands pulling him close, Donghae pulling him in, now standing behind him, breath warm against the back of his ear, making him shiver in that way he only did when Donghae was this close...
“Open your eyes..” that smooth voice whispered, sending yet another thrill of goosebumps down Kyuhyun's back.
As he opened his eyes, his mind was overwhelmed and warmth spread underneath his eyelids, as if though he was about to cry any moment now. The room was lit boy rows of candles, the yellow light reflected in the big windows, which had the perfect night-view over the city that Kyuhyun had first fallen fro when he had seen this place a month back. On the TV-table there was a bouquet of purple irises, more than thirty of them, the bluish purple shining softly though the deep yellow light, taking his breath away... Donghae moved behind him and music started playing, the gentle sound making Kyuhyun's heart tremble with soft warmth, Dinghae's strong arms tightening their grip around him.
“I love you...” he whispered, sending pleasant shivers down the spine of the younger one in his arms. “...you make me feel so utterly warm... so happy Kyuh... And I couldn't possibly see myself in any other situation on my birthday than in the kitchen, knowing that you'll be home soon, knowing that I'll be able to see your eyes tear up when I surprise you, see you smile at me in that way only you can smile...”
Kyuhyun blushed and bit his lip, hearing the happiness in the other's voice, his eyes now flooded with hot tears of joy. He didn't know what to say, but he knew, there was not much he even needed to say really... He closed his eyes, feeling the tears roll down his cheeks, the smile growing, because he knew now, that he was ready - finally.
“To me..” Donghae continued and buried his nose into his love's neck now. “..to me, even if you were to tell me that you're not ready yet, it doesn't matter.. As long as I know you'll be there in the morning when I wake up, that you'll be smiling at me in the morning light.. that is what really matters to me.”
“I'm ready...”
The arms holding him now tensed in slight chock, or at least surprise and Kyuhyun both blushed and smiled. They had been together for almost five months now. Donghae had been so patient with him, never pressuring him nor asking about things that made him uncomfortable. Kyuhyun could not have been more at es with anyone else in his life, and the fact that he had been in love with Donghae for so long before they finally realized they felt the same for each other only made his feelings stronger for his elder. But the fact that Donghae had even stuck around with him was the ting he had been most surprised but thankful for..
Because of the accident, Kyuhyun's body was covered with nasty looking scars, which to him made him gross and filthy. He never took his clothes off in front of another member of the team. If he did, he always kept pants and a tank top at least. The this was, he had never even wanted to show skin to Donghae, which had made him feel like a nervous school girl, but that was the truth. Yes, Donghae had seen his chest at some point, when Kyuhyun was heading out of the shower or when he changed clothes, but even though he had seen it, he didn't tell which was appreciated. He knew Kyuhyun didn't want the subject of that accident to be brought up at dinner, so he patiently waited... How he could be without sex for this long was a mystery to Kyuhyun, and he laughed as he thought about the possibility of Donghae being a virgin.
“You.. you are?” the man behind him now asked and Kyuhyun swallowed before he turned to the man he loved, his eyes shining sweetly as he smiled, his fingers - which were no shaking slightly - gently caressing the brown locks draping Donghae's face. He was so handsome, and still beautiful in a way Kyuhyun could have never imagined possible. Maybe it was because of the fact that he was in love, but he was sure the others could see it was well...
“Yeah..” he answered and placed such a gentle kiss on Donghae's lips that it made them both shiver, the man in front of him even gasping slightly as the words came down on him like a wave of warmth. “If you're gentle with me, I'm sure..”
“I promise...” the now breathless man nodded and could not hold himself back as he wrapped his arms tighter around Kyuhyun once more, pulling him close and kissing him intensively, their eyes closing as the room seemed to vanish. There was nothing but them now, no candles, no light, no annoying neighbors that has sex 24/7... only the two of them.
Kyuhyun could not think of anything but wanting those warm hands against his skin as Donghae gently tugged at the T-shirt he was wearing. He had never been undressed like this before, not like this in any way. He closed his eyes and shivered as a slimmed finger moved over his abdomen, his entire being trembling and his knees wanting to bulge from underneath his weight. Donghae had always been gentle with him, in every situation they ended up in, but he would never have guessed how much those gentle fingertips would make him quiver with longing.
It was as if though Donghae had pulled the switch on something within him that had been fighting to get out; a warmth and a longing he could not even explain to himself. A feeling that made his knees so weak he feared he'd fall as soon as any other part of him was exposed to those gentle digits. He bit his lips and opened his eyes, blushing as he looked straight into those dark orbs, because he had been sure that Donghae would have been staring at his stomach by now, but he did not. The man smiled and gently, ever so softly, pulled the T-shirt over Kyuhyun's head, leaving his hair ruffled and his chest exposed in the yellowish light...
“You're beautiful..” that smooth voice whispered next to his ear and Kyuhyun felt his knees collapse in an instant. But those strong arms caught him, carrying him over to the sofa. Before Donghae had the time to look at his love, however, Kyuhyun grabbed his hair and pulled him down over him, arms gripping around his back as he kissed the older one passionately, eyes closed with both embarrassment and longing; a longing he had never ever before felt. Not like this.
Within seconds, Donghae had somehow removed his own shirt, his tanned skin nudging against Kyuhyun's slightly paler as they kissed, sending goosebumps down his spine. How could only the feel of that muscular chest against his own feel so terribly good? The feeling sent him dripping for more before Donghae's hand had even traveled that far, and as it finally did, Kyuhyun could do nothing but moan in slight agony as the longing grew almost too intense to bare.
The slightly older man stopped and shivered as he heard the moan leaving his love's trembling lips, feeling the hardness pounding against his fingertips as he let them crawl down underneath the fabric of Kyuhyun's boxers. The feel of that warm skin was so amazing and so extremely hot that he had to gasp, had to stop, just to be able to even breath and take him in, all of him. He had longed for this moment, this day, for so long but even if Kyuhyun had said no today, of course he wouldn't have been mad. But now, seeing this gorgeous man in front of him, he almost got scared as he thought about what they were about to do. He knew Kyuhyun was so nervous he would be tensing up, so he'd really need to be gentle, not to hurt him. He gently slid his lips over a shallow scar covering Kyuhyun's slender shoulder, hearing the man gasp as he let his warm tongue caress the sensitive skin... Seeing these scars made him scared inside, knowing how close it had been, knowing that if the paramedics had come just one minute later, Kyuhyun would have never been able to smile again... they would not have been here. The thought was so frightening he had to close his eyes hard against the skin, his lips still kissing it as he drew a deep breath.
“I love you..” he whispered, his voice muffled against the skin, Kyuhyun shivering and gripping around his back now, fingertips gripping the skin gently, tenderly, as he nodded. Donghae took yet another deep breath and ever so slowly wrapped his fingers around the hardened limb he could feel pounding against the palm of his and.
“Nhh..” Kyuhyun half gasped and bit his lip hard, the sensation making him tense and quiver even more, his legs instinctively pressing together even though it was against his will. He was so not used to this, but he didn't want to stop. God no. There was nothing he wanted more than this. But Donghae knew that and his hands were warm and tender as he gently parted his love's legs more again, pulling his boxers down little by little so that Kyuhyun would get used to the feeling. They were both shivering with longing now, Donghae feeling his pants itch against the hardness that had been hiding in there for a long time now and event hough he knew he'd soon be able to relax, he needed to be careful, because he - if anyone - knew just how fragile Kyuhyun could be.
Kyuhyun gasped in sudden pleasure as he felt his boxers and pants being completely pulled off and thrown across the room. He realized, as the pleasure surged though his body, that he was now lying completely naked in front of the one person he wanted like this, Donghae's fingers slowly stroking his length, making him arch his back as embarrassed redness flushed his cheekbones. Those fingers, that breath... he had longed, even though he had been scared, and now, when it was time, he was trembling so hard he was scared Donghae would stop. To make sure that would not happen, Kyuhyun arched his back and breathed in deeply, catching his lovers hand and half sat up, looking at him with his almost watery eyes.
“Don...” he panted and bit his lip, feeling his muscles twitching uncontrollably even as he was sitting up. “I... I can't wait anymore... can you...?”
But he was silenced with a kiss from those full lips, his breath getting knocked out of him as his mind twirled. A slimmed pinger made its way down between his legs as he let his own fingertips get buried in those black locks of hair. He could not help himself as he moaned when he felt that finger nudge him in the place he had never dared letting anyone near. He had had no idea how it would feel but now getting the answer black on white made him want to scream and come right there...
“Ahn..” he half whined, unable to moan in the way he wanted to, the sounds only getting caught in his throat on their way out. Donghae was looking at him now, his sweet lips kissing whenever he could manage to take his eyes off of him. Kyuhyun didn't have time to feel embarrassed anymore and even if he did, he would not have minded anymore, because it was Donghae.
“Take a deep breath Kyuh...” Donghae smiled, his lips trembling slightly as he watched the reactions of his love, now lying stretched out underneath him. “I'll be gentle, I promise...”
Kyuhyun nodded, taking a deep breath as Donghae had told him and as soon as the air hit his lunges, he gasped in pleasure once more when the finger entered him, the warmth driving him mad in seconds. The moan that left his lips was a moan he wouldn't have guessed in a million years that he could even create. Apparently Donghae was just as surprised because he stopped immediately, but as soon as he saw the expression of longing in his love's face, the finger moved again, making it close to impossible for Kyuhyun to even keep his eyes open.
Donghae was warm. His entire body was a mass of warmth. And that warmth was with Kyuhyun now, as they lie there on the couch, Donghae gently moving against him as his chest warmed his back, their hands and fingers joined at Kyuhyun's hip as they moaned sweetly in the light of the yellow candles. He had never felt this way in his life and all he wanted was more. The pain was gone now, even though it had been there for some seconds, the only thing that mattered was the strong arms in which he was held, the paint breath against the back of his neck which sent chills down his arching spine and the knowledge that this man loved him without a single doubt...
The entire time, he felt those warm hands against his skin and shivered, felt everything he held so dear so close that he almost had to gasp. The warmth at the pit of his stomach made him feel like he was bathing in hot water and even though he had never in his life done this before, he moved back against his Donghae as if though they had been doing this for years, moaning sweetly when those fingers pulled his hair gently, those lips kissed his neck... he didn't want it to stop, didn't want to feel Donghae let him go and as his moans became more frequent, the fact that Donghae's arms only tightened their grip around him made him moan even more.
There were tears rolling down his cheeks now, as they trembled together. Donghae kept him close, their panting breaths and moans the only thing to be heard in the apartment, even the neighbors seemed to be quiet this evening.
“I've got you..” Donghae whispered, even though it was hard for him to keep his voice steady, and Kyuhyun nodded, his body pressing back against his friend and companion. He wasn't scared to live, as long as Donghae was by his side, he could do anything. Even this. Over and over.
As the lights from the smallest candles had faded, the smell of spilled wine and re-heated tacos filled the apartment, the faint sound from cars driving down at the street below was heard from the opened window next to the large TV. Kyuhyun pulled the large sweater, which happened to belong to Donghae, tighter around his shoulders as he curled up on the sofa, smiling constantly as he could hear the sound of his love moving around in the kitchen. He had been so out of it that by the time they were done and had been lying for forty minutes, just holding each other, Donghae had gotten up to fix them some food before Kyuhyun fainted from fatigue. Now he was lying there, draped in the soft sweater which smelled just like Donghae, his eyes closing over and over and his rear-end pounding slightly... but he didn't mind the pain.
There was a soft rain drumming against the glass and he smiled as he watched the drops trail the see-through surface. He heard how Donghae suddenly cursed and laughed at his foolish clumsiness before calling for him to come back into the living room.
“Yeah?” his lover said as he popped his head out from the door to the kitchen, sucking his fingertip between his words.
“What happened?” Kyuhyun smiled and shook his head, sitting up slowly even though Donghae looked like he wanted to protest. “Don't worry about my ass, I'll get by..” he laughed and reached his hand out for him. “Here, let me see that...” He smiled wider as Donghae hunched his back and came walking towards him like a dog in shame, letting Kyuhyun look at his burned finger which was red and already slightly swollen. “You clumsy...”
“Idiot” Donghae nodded and a slight blush was visible on his smiling cheeks. “I know, you've told me already”.
“And you still never learn” he laughed again and shook his head, before giving the finger a gentle kiss. “you should keep that under cold water, I'll help you fix the food, key?”
Donghae did not really protest, but he made some noises, the only words Kyuhyun could hear were something about “but I wanned to be a good lover” and after that he just laughed, closing his arms around Donghae's torso as the man stood by the sink and held his finger underneath the cold water. Donghae shook his head but closed his eyes and leaned back against Kyuhyun's shoulder.
“What?”
“You ARE a good lover...” he answered which - he noticed - made Donghae blush again. “The best I've ever had... haha.”
“I take that as a compliment” the older one smirked and turned, ignoring the still running water and pulled Kyuhyun into his arms, kissing him gently but with passion while smiling in that charming way only he could. “..cause the fact that I'm your only one makes up for all your silly insults and jokes”
“I wasn't insulting you” he protested and pulled away from the tight hug to go get the re-heated tacos “from the microwave. “And besides, you really ARE a good lover Don... No, a great one” he half giggled and squealed as Donghae swooped him up into his arms again, even lifting him off of the ground. “You're crazy!”
“It's the love that drives me!”
Donghae was smiling as Kyuhyun was released from the tight embrace and his breath was taken away by the sight of tears in those dark eyes. “You crying..?” he asked but Donghae only smiled and let his soft fingertips caress his bottom lip before placing a soft kiss there.
“Nah... just got something in my eye you know” he chuckled and kissed him again.
“Yeah, like you always do when I ask if you've been crying?”
“Yes?” Donghae laughed his chuckling laughter and nudged Kyuhyun's nose with his own. “I don't want to look bad in front of you... magnae”
“Don't you call me that too!” Kyuhyun laughed and pushed at the strong chest in front of him even though this warmth was what he wanted the most. “You know, everyone call me that, if you do too, I might get horny even when Shindong does!”
“You get horny when he calls you magnae?” Donghae teased and drove his soft fingers into Kyuhyun's ribs to tickle him.
“No!” he laughed back and broke lose from the tickles. “I get horny when you do!”
“You do do you?”
As Donghae chased him though the apartment, the tacos now completely forgotten again, Kyuhyun could not wipe the smile off of his face, his cheeks soon hurting from the effort. He was happy like this. Happy, knowing he had someone to come home to, to go home with, to go to be with and to cuddle with, to joke with until the laughing turns to coughing...
He was caught in the bedroom, his lungs almost hurting from laughing so much as Donghae pinned him down underneath him, locking their hips together as they both tried to calm down, still laughing. Kyuhyun had somehow forgotten why he had ever felt afraid of showing his legs and the rest of his body to Donghae, in the middle of all the running around and laughing. Now, when he felt Donghae's jeans against his naked thighs, he shivered and blushed, realizing that he was only wearing that large sweater and boxers. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the feeling for a while, feeling Donghae calm down, his breath now smooth and soft against the back of his neck, his hands moving alongside Kyuhyun's sides. Before he had time to stop his own thoughts, he felt that well-known warmth burn somewhere below his stomach, his muscles unable to relax any longer...
“Donghae...” he almost panted and blushed as the man's name came out almost like a soft moan. Donghae had already noticed the hardness though and Kyuhyun could hear him smirk, because, yes, it was always hearable when he did that. The chills ran down his spine immediately as he felt those warm fingertips travel around his hip to then lock together with his pounding skin, through the fabric of his boxers.
“Yeah..?” Donghae smirked and planted a soft kiss on the back of Kyuhyun's neck, hot breath driving him insane where he was lying, face down against the pillows. “...did you say something?”
“You... nnh... Bully...”
“Yeah, that's me” Donghae smiled and gently started to pull Kyuhyun's underwear off again, the chilly air from the open window in the room making the already trembling man underneath him gasp with goosebumps. Donghae couldn't believe that he was the one making him gasp like that, it made him melt inside, made him crazy with thoughts about what he wanted to do to this man. But he knew Kyuhyun was in pain, and he didn't want to make it worse... So he gently let the tip of his thumb rub the sensitive skin underneath him, making his lover arch his back and whimper in pleasure. In a quick move, he had managed to pull Kyuhyun's sweater off, revealing the pale skin of his back, making Donghae quiver before bending to ravish that skin with his burning hot tongue.
“Nh...” Kyuhyun whimpered as he felt the hot limb caress his spine, the sensation sending sparkles of warmth down his body as his back arched into the pleasure. He closed his eyes hard and bit his lip as Donghae's tongue moved further down over his back, his brown locks brushing against his skin, his tongue boiling against his sensitive muscles. He felt his entire body tremble and heard his own voice whimper though he had no real control over his actions. As Donghae let his tongue slid further down he opened his eyes wide in shock, the sensation so much more raw than he could have ever imagined.
“Dong..hae...” he moaned and buried his fingertips deep into the covers underneath him, his torso heaving against the fabric as he gasped for air. The soft, yet rough fingertips against his hardness made him crazy and the fact that Donghae didn't seem to plan on stopping just because he had reached his ass made him blush and moan at the same time. “I'm.. I'm close...” Those words sounded pathetic in his ears as he thought back about that moment, of course he was close, why else would he have moaned like that? But at the time, those were the only words he could manage and Donghae didn't seem to react in another way than gasping since Kyuhyun had pushed back against him, nudging at his groin pretty hard.
“I know..” the older one smirked and licked at the soft skin in front of him, gripping the hardened limb harder between his fingers, his thumb rubbing harder at the sensitive slit which made the man tremble as if though had run a thousand miles.
“N...hha!”
The burning sensation made his eyes tear up and he gripped at the sheets, feeling Donghae's warm palm closing around his twitching fingertips. His breath was still uneven as his stomach touched the covers and he smiled as he felt Donghae close his arms around his torso, pulling him gently into his arms so that his sweaty back was gently pressed against the other one's chest. He was safe, home. He breathed out gently as he felt those strong arms pull him closer, his body still pounding, his breath slowing down.
“You rest for a bit..” he heard Donghae whisper in his ear and he nodded, or, he thought he did, but he wasn't really sure if it was just in his head. “I'll bring us the food..”
Kyuhyun stayed in the same position Donghae had left him in as the warmth of the other man disappeared and the smile on his lips stayed as well. The sheets underneath him were soft and used, they happened to be the sheets he had owned since he was little... He shivered with goosebumps as he though about when he first bought them, for his won money. They were now so used the fabric had lost its bright color and it was so soft it felt like heaven to sleep on them. He smiled and now buried his nose into the sheets which smelled like Donghae and sleep, making him almost giggle with happiness. He knew he'd have a lot of problems with showing skin but... the fact that they had done this made him sure of the fact that Donghae would always be there. That he would always support the weight Kyuhyun was carrying on his shoulders, that he would always hold him like he had just done...
“You sleeping?” Donghae said and interrupted his line of though abruptly. Kyuhyun looked up and shook his head while the smile grew at the sight of his lover. He had apparently gotten warm because he was only wearing his boxers, his tanned torso totally appealing to him in the dimmed light from the TV - which Kyuhyun just now noticed was on. Donghae had put a tray with food and drinks on the little portable table at Kyuhyun's feet and he looked so cute when he smiled up at him.
“Nah” Kyuhyun said while shaking his head, sitting up and realizing that Donghae must have pulled a blanket over him before leaving for the kitchen. “I just rested my eyes.” The tacos made his mouth water and he licked his dry lips, earning a chuckling laughter from his love as his man sat down on the other side of the bed, handing him a plate.
“Eat before you die”
They sat there, eating tacos and watching TV together, some American cop show, while Kyuhyun gently let his fingers play with the hair on the back of Donghae's neck. They were silent most of the time, event hough Donghae sometimes spoke about the show; who he though was the killer or what he thought was lame. But Kyuhyun was used to it, since he had always been like that, and the smile on his loves face and the warmth in his voice wasn't at all annoying, not even when he suddenly spat: “It has to be that guy! Watch out!” at the top of his lungs.
“They can't hear you you know” Kyuhyun laughed and shook his head, licking the last of his cupcake from his fingertips. He got no answer from Donghae, who was to into the show to even notice the remark. Kyuhyun smiled and gently stroke those dark locks with his cold fingers. “I love you..” he whispered as he leaned against Donghae's shoulder, breathing his smell in deeply... 'I love you...' he repeated in his mind, again and again. 'I love you Lee Donghae.. ' he smiled more and closed his eyes as he felt the man wrap his right arm around his body, the warmth holding him as he fell asleep slowly, in the arms of his love.
Author:
Pairing/Characters: Kyuhyun/Donghae
Rating: R/NC-17
Warnings: Slash, m/m sex, boy on boy
Disclaimer: All belong to SM Entertainment, none belong to me, especially not the characters
A/N: I wrote this for my boyfriend's birthday (27 of June) and now that he has read it I can post it here!
Summary: Kyuhyun is hurying to get home in time! But will he be able to make the best possible out of his lover's birthday? Read more and see the cuteness of Dong/Kyu
“You okay..?” Shindong asked as they made their way towards the convenient store, Kyuhyun carrying an empty plastic-bag so that they would not have to pay extra for a new one, not that it was expensive or anything, but Shindong always insisted they would bring an old one, saying something like “Do you know how much money you actually spend on new plastic-bags every year?!” or “Yeah suit your self... I have enough bags as it is”. Kyuhyun had grown accustomed now to the fact that his friend would complain, so he always brought an old one, just to be on his good side.
“Yeah I'm just fine..” he mumbled, not at all listening to what Shindong just said, lost in deep thoughts about what to cook and how to decorate the apartment he was renting. He really needed to make this day perfect! He couldn't mess up... Not today. This was special after all.
“Really..?” Shindong asked as he made his way thought the doors, waiting patiently as Kyuhyun followed, slowly. “Then, how come you have that look on your face?”
“What look...?”
He realized all to late that his answer had been all to dull, of course Shindong realized something was up with him if he acted like that. But it was to late now, at least for him to take back the way he had sounded. Instead he looked up at his friend, quickened his pace and smiled a little, which only made Shindong laugh at him.
“That look you used to have in the beginning...” he answered and grabbed a bag of marshmallows from one of the shelves as they passed it. “...the one when you look like you're thinking so hard about what steps to take that you totally forget to sing.”
Kyuhyun felt blush cover his cheeks and he looked way, trying to pretend like he was looking for something special even though he soon realized that the way he was looking, it just seemed like he wanted to by some plastic forks... He was embarrassed, because he knew perfectly well how he had made himself look at the beginning of his carrier with Super Junior. He had been so clumsy, and so utterly foolish as he had tried to learn their dances so hard.. and yet not at all practiced his singing.
That was when he had showed. Donghae.
Kyuhyun felt his cheeks burn even more as the thoughts bubbled within his mind and he giggled, which was not voluntary, and as soon as the sound left his vibrating ribcage he blushed even more and moved closer to the flowery, plastic plates.
“Did you say something hyung?” Shindong asked, since he had already moved on to another shelf, that seemed to be filled with cookies. Kyuhyun just made a sound which was supposed to be a no and then walked passed his mate, grabbing some carrots and tomatoes at the opposite shelf.
He could not believe it had only been two years since he joined Super Junior, which must have been the best goddamn thing that had ever happened in his life. Yes, he had had some trouble in the beginning, with both dancing and concentration, because, let's face it, he was a singer, not a dancer... But he had had a lot of help. Almost all his new mates in the group back then had given him a lot of support, but there was one who had made such an impression on Kyuhyun that he had not been able to get the man off of his mind...
It had been late in the evening, a normal Friday afternoon, and Kyuhyun had stayed late after practice. He needed the alone-time, needed the space and he needed the piece quiet brought to the place. He had hoped to at least learn the dance for the music video they we're supposed to shoot just days later but before he had even learned half way, hos stressed out stomach had played tricks on him an his next stop had been the toilet.
He could still remember the feeling as he washed his hands and suddenly realized that he must have forgotten to turn the music off, even though he was completely sure he had. He had hurried out but stopped immediately as he saw a pair of converse, which had been kicked off without care right next to his own, neatly placed ones. His confusion had been pretty massive. He had been practicing alone for nights in a row and even though Yesung or Shindong stuck around sometimes, this late no one came here... so who was it that had planned to ruin his time to practice?
Donghae had been standing on the dance-floor, his eyes reading the back of the CD Kyuhyun had brought and Kyuhyun could feel his cheeks burn as he remembered what childish tracks he listened too when he was alone. Donghae had not seemed to notice him where he was peaking in though the half open door and Kyuhyun remembered he had thought it best to keep it at that.
The young man had been grinning, in that way Kyuhyun later had learned he always grinned when he found something cute, awesome, funny or lovely. That small grin had somehow caused even more blush to burn his cheeks and he had wanted to back away from the door, go dig himself down into a pile of sand somewhere... but Donghae had other plans. Instead of laughing his ass of at the tracks, he changed song, smiled and moved out onto the swiped floor, closing his eyes while waiting for the song to begin.
Kyuhyun would never forget that first time when he had seen Donghae dance. The way he had moved had been the most beautiful way anyone had ever moved, at least to Kyuhyun's tired eyes. Those brown locks looked to smooth and his smiling lisp as the old song was plying, turned up to max.
Kyuhyun didn't know himself what it had been that had made his knees so weak, or what it was with this man that had made him smile when ever Donghae had helped him with his steps. He liked the way Donghae had always fussed with him, joked with him, helped him gently but still intensively... Even though the others helped a lot as well, Donghae had always been there when things got rough for him. In 2007, when they all had been shaken by the terrible accident, Donghae had been the first one to support him. They had spent hours and more hours in training, Donghae always patient, always calm and steady, arms strong and warm, holding Kyuhyun up as the pressure became too heavy on his young shoulders. They had been there for each other. It was because of Donghae that Kyuhyun had been able to come back, to dance and sing again...
“Magnae?” Shindong laughed and as Kyuhyun shook his head to land in reality again, he realized he had been dozing off again. “Thinking too much about the passed again are we?”
Kyuhyun sighed and watched the people who passed them, outside the tanned window of the car. His stomach tensed in a weird way as he realized how late it was and that the tailback had not at all loosened. If they kept rolling like this, he would be late, he wouldn't have time to fix anything... Christ. He already WAS late enough. He shook his head and closed his eyes, feeling slightly panicked again, knowing it wasn't at all good for his sensitive stomach.
“Why you so stressed out hyung?” Leeteuk asked from the front seat and as Kyuhyun looked up, he felt his heart jump. Leeteuk was the only one who really knew what was bothering him. He was the only one he would have ever dared to tell about this... And still, now when Shindong was here, he could not talk openly about it. So instead, he only nodded and continued to watch the people passing the window, seeing some young girls giggle while they looked into a girls magazine about pop-idols.
'Please...' he thought and closed his eyes hard. 'let me make it in time...'
***
He had planned to rent a movie, planned for food and what to drink... he had even bought a bunch of candles to be able to set the mood... This day was supposed to be special, but now the time showed half passed ten and as he made his way up the stairs he already knew he was too late. The October rain was hitting the windows next to the stairs and he felt the chill pain strike him. He was such a terrible person for not making it in time...
“I'm home...” he half whispered, afraid he'd just get silence back. There was nothing worse than silence in a time like this...
But his nightmare was not what met him. Donghae poked his head out from the kitchen, his smooth features shining with that smile as he came out, wiping his hands on a cloth before grabbing two glasses and handing one of them to Kyuhyun before he had even had time to remove his shoes.
“Welcome home Magnae..” he chuckled and his eyes sparkled as Kyuhyun took the glass into his slightly trembling hands, the younger one now so relieved Donghae was not mad that he hardly knew what to do. “I heard from Leeteuk that you would be late, so I made you something.”
Kyuhyun shook his head slightly and felt the blush rise to his cheeks ones more as he looked back into those deep, dark eyes. “You shouldn't have... Donghae, it's YOUR birthday...”
“I know that” the man laughed before taking a sip out of his glass, then he took Kyuhyun's hand in his own. “But it's a special day, so... I wanted to make you something anyway.” He smiled and backed into the living-room, gently pulling the younger one with him. “Close your eyes Kyuh...” And Kyuhyun did as he was told, his smile widening a she heard Donghae laugh gently, closer to him now, his smooth fingertips gently wrapping around Kyuhyun's slimmed waist...
“What is all this..?” he had to ask but he knew Donghae wouldn't give him an answer on that. He could feel those soft hands pulling him close, Donghae pulling him in, now standing behind him, breath warm against the back of his ear, making him shiver in that way he only did when Donghae was this close...
“Open your eyes..” that smooth voice whispered, sending yet another thrill of goosebumps down Kyuhyun's back.
As he opened his eyes, his mind was overwhelmed and warmth spread underneath his eyelids, as if though he was about to cry any moment now. The room was lit boy rows of candles, the yellow light reflected in the big windows, which had the perfect night-view over the city that Kyuhyun had first fallen fro when he had seen this place a month back. On the TV-table there was a bouquet of purple irises, more than thirty of them, the bluish purple shining softly though the deep yellow light, taking his breath away... Donghae moved behind him and music started playing, the gentle sound making Kyuhyun's heart tremble with soft warmth, Dinghae's strong arms tightening their grip around him.
“I love you...” he whispered, sending pleasant shivers down the spine of the younger one in his arms. “...you make me feel so utterly warm... so happy Kyuh... And I couldn't possibly see myself in any other situation on my birthday than in the kitchen, knowing that you'll be home soon, knowing that I'll be able to see your eyes tear up when I surprise you, see you smile at me in that way only you can smile...”
Kyuhyun blushed and bit his lip, hearing the happiness in the other's voice, his eyes now flooded with hot tears of joy. He didn't know what to say, but he knew, there was not much he even needed to say really... He closed his eyes, feeling the tears roll down his cheeks, the smile growing, because he knew now, that he was ready - finally.
“To me..” Donghae continued and buried his nose into his love's neck now. “..to me, even if you were to tell me that you're not ready yet, it doesn't matter.. As long as I know you'll be there in the morning when I wake up, that you'll be smiling at me in the morning light.. that is what really matters to me.”
“I'm ready...”
The arms holding him now tensed in slight chock, or at least surprise and Kyuhyun both blushed and smiled. They had been together for almost five months now. Donghae had been so patient with him, never pressuring him nor asking about things that made him uncomfortable. Kyuhyun could not have been more at es with anyone else in his life, and the fact that he had been in love with Donghae for so long before they finally realized they felt the same for each other only made his feelings stronger for his elder. But the fact that Donghae had even stuck around with him was the ting he had been most surprised but thankful for..
Because of the accident, Kyuhyun's body was covered with nasty looking scars, which to him made him gross and filthy. He never took his clothes off in front of another member of the team. If he did, he always kept pants and a tank top at least. The this was, he had never even wanted to show skin to Donghae, which had made him feel like a nervous school girl, but that was the truth. Yes, Donghae had seen his chest at some point, when Kyuhyun was heading out of the shower or when he changed clothes, but even though he had seen it, he didn't tell which was appreciated. He knew Kyuhyun didn't want the subject of that accident to be brought up at dinner, so he patiently waited... How he could be without sex for this long was a mystery to Kyuhyun, and he laughed as he thought about the possibility of Donghae being a virgin.
“You.. you are?” the man behind him now asked and Kyuhyun swallowed before he turned to the man he loved, his eyes shining sweetly as he smiled, his fingers - which were no shaking slightly - gently caressing the brown locks draping Donghae's face. He was so handsome, and still beautiful in a way Kyuhyun could have never imagined possible. Maybe it was because of the fact that he was in love, but he was sure the others could see it was well...
“Yeah..” he answered and placed such a gentle kiss on Donghae's lips that it made them both shiver, the man in front of him even gasping slightly as the words came down on him like a wave of warmth. “If you're gentle with me, I'm sure..”
“I promise...” the now breathless man nodded and could not hold himself back as he wrapped his arms tighter around Kyuhyun once more, pulling him close and kissing him intensively, their eyes closing as the room seemed to vanish. There was nothing but them now, no candles, no light, no annoying neighbors that has sex 24/7... only the two of them.
Kyuhyun could not think of anything but wanting those warm hands against his skin as Donghae gently tugged at the T-shirt he was wearing. He had never been undressed like this before, not like this in any way. He closed his eyes and shivered as a slimmed finger moved over his abdomen, his entire being trembling and his knees wanting to bulge from underneath his weight. Donghae had always been gentle with him, in every situation they ended up in, but he would never have guessed how much those gentle fingertips would make him quiver with longing.
It was as if though Donghae had pulled the switch on something within him that had been fighting to get out; a warmth and a longing he could not even explain to himself. A feeling that made his knees so weak he feared he'd fall as soon as any other part of him was exposed to those gentle digits. He bit his lips and opened his eyes, blushing as he looked straight into those dark orbs, because he had been sure that Donghae would have been staring at his stomach by now, but he did not. The man smiled and gently, ever so softly, pulled the T-shirt over Kyuhyun's head, leaving his hair ruffled and his chest exposed in the yellowish light...
“You're beautiful..” that smooth voice whispered next to his ear and Kyuhyun felt his knees collapse in an instant. But those strong arms caught him, carrying him over to the sofa. Before Donghae had the time to look at his love, however, Kyuhyun grabbed his hair and pulled him down over him, arms gripping around his back as he kissed the older one passionately, eyes closed with both embarrassment and longing; a longing he had never ever before felt. Not like this.
Within seconds, Donghae had somehow removed his own shirt, his tanned skin nudging against Kyuhyun's slightly paler as they kissed, sending goosebumps down his spine. How could only the feel of that muscular chest against his own feel so terribly good? The feeling sent him dripping for more before Donghae's hand had even traveled that far, and as it finally did, Kyuhyun could do nothing but moan in slight agony as the longing grew almost too intense to bare.
The slightly older man stopped and shivered as he heard the moan leaving his love's trembling lips, feeling the hardness pounding against his fingertips as he let them crawl down underneath the fabric of Kyuhyun's boxers. The feel of that warm skin was so amazing and so extremely hot that he had to gasp, had to stop, just to be able to even breath and take him in, all of him. He had longed for this moment, this day, for so long but even if Kyuhyun had said no today, of course he wouldn't have been mad. But now, seeing this gorgeous man in front of him, he almost got scared as he thought about what they were about to do. He knew Kyuhyun was so nervous he would be tensing up, so he'd really need to be gentle, not to hurt him. He gently slid his lips over a shallow scar covering Kyuhyun's slender shoulder, hearing the man gasp as he let his warm tongue caress the sensitive skin... Seeing these scars made him scared inside, knowing how close it had been, knowing that if the paramedics had come just one minute later, Kyuhyun would have never been able to smile again... they would not have been here. The thought was so frightening he had to close his eyes hard against the skin, his lips still kissing it as he drew a deep breath.
“I love you..” he whispered, his voice muffled against the skin, Kyuhyun shivering and gripping around his back now, fingertips gripping the skin gently, tenderly, as he nodded. Donghae took yet another deep breath and ever so slowly wrapped his fingers around the hardened limb he could feel pounding against the palm of his and.
“Nhh..” Kyuhyun half gasped and bit his lip hard, the sensation making him tense and quiver even more, his legs instinctively pressing together even though it was against his will. He was so not used to this, but he didn't want to stop. God no. There was nothing he wanted more than this. But Donghae knew that and his hands were warm and tender as he gently parted his love's legs more again, pulling his boxers down little by little so that Kyuhyun would get used to the feeling. They were both shivering with longing now, Donghae feeling his pants itch against the hardness that had been hiding in there for a long time now and event hough he knew he'd soon be able to relax, he needed to be careful, because he - if anyone - knew just how fragile Kyuhyun could be.
Kyuhyun gasped in sudden pleasure as he felt his boxers and pants being completely pulled off and thrown across the room. He realized, as the pleasure surged though his body, that he was now lying completely naked in front of the one person he wanted like this, Donghae's fingers slowly stroking his length, making him arch his back as embarrassed redness flushed his cheekbones. Those fingers, that breath... he had longed, even though he had been scared, and now, when it was time, he was trembling so hard he was scared Donghae would stop. To make sure that would not happen, Kyuhyun arched his back and breathed in deeply, catching his lovers hand and half sat up, looking at him with his almost watery eyes.
“Don...” he panted and bit his lip, feeling his muscles twitching uncontrollably even as he was sitting up. “I... I can't wait anymore... can you...?”
But he was silenced with a kiss from those full lips, his breath getting knocked out of him as his mind twirled. A slimmed pinger made its way down between his legs as he let his own fingertips get buried in those black locks of hair. He could not help himself as he moaned when he felt that finger nudge him in the place he had never dared letting anyone near. He had had no idea how it would feel but now getting the answer black on white made him want to scream and come right there...
“Ahn..” he half whined, unable to moan in the way he wanted to, the sounds only getting caught in his throat on their way out. Donghae was looking at him now, his sweet lips kissing whenever he could manage to take his eyes off of him. Kyuhyun didn't have time to feel embarrassed anymore and even if he did, he would not have minded anymore, because it was Donghae.
“Take a deep breath Kyuh...” Donghae smiled, his lips trembling slightly as he watched the reactions of his love, now lying stretched out underneath him. “I'll be gentle, I promise...”
Kyuhyun nodded, taking a deep breath as Donghae had told him and as soon as the air hit his lunges, he gasped in pleasure once more when the finger entered him, the warmth driving him mad in seconds. The moan that left his lips was a moan he wouldn't have guessed in a million years that he could even create. Apparently Donghae was just as surprised because he stopped immediately, but as soon as he saw the expression of longing in his love's face, the finger moved again, making it close to impossible for Kyuhyun to even keep his eyes open.
Donghae was warm. His entire body was a mass of warmth. And that warmth was with Kyuhyun now, as they lie there on the couch, Donghae gently moving against him as his chest warmed his back, their hands and fingers joined at Kyuhyun's hip as they moaned sweetly in the light of the yellow candles. He had never felt this way in his life and all he wanted was more. The pain was gone now, even though it had been there for some seconds, the only thing that mattered was the strong arms in which he was held, the paint breath against the back of his neck which sent chills down his arching spine and the knowledge that this man loved him without a single doubt...
The entire time, he felt those warm hands against his skin and shivered, felt everything he held so dear so close that he almost had to gasp. The warmth at the pit of his stomach made him feel like he was bathing in hot water and even though he had never in his life done this before, he moved back against his Donghae as if though they had been doing this for years, moaning sweetly when those fingers pulled his hair gently, those lips kissed his neck... he didn't want it to stop, didn't want to feel Donghae let him go and as his moans became more frequent, the fact that Donghae's arms only tightened their grip around him made him moan even more.
There were tears rolling down his cheeks now, as they trembled together. Donghae kept him close, their panting breaths and moans the only thing to be heard in the apartment, even the neighbors seemed to be quiet this evening.
“I've got you..” Donghae whispered, even though it was hard for him to keep his voice steady, and Kyuhyun nodded, his body pressing back against his friend and companion. He wasn't scared to live, as long as Donghae was by his side, he could do anything. Even this. Over and over.
As the lights from the smallest candles had faded, the smell of spilled wine and re-heated tacos filled the apartment, the faint sound from cars driving down at the street below was heard from the opened window next to the large TV. Kyuhyun pulled the large sweater, which happened to belong to Donghae, tighter around his shoulders as he curled up on the sofa, smiling constantly as he could hear the sound of his love moving around in the kitchen. He had been so out of it that by the time they were done and had been lying for forty minutes, just holding each other, Donghae had gotten up to fix them some food before Kyuhyun fainted from fatigue. Now he was lying there, draped in the soft sweater which smelled just like Donghae, his eyes closing over and over and his rear-end pounding slightly... but he didn't mind the pain.
There was a soft rain drumming against the glass and he smiled as he watched the drops trail the see-through surface. He heard how Donghae suddenly cursed and laughed at his foolish clumsiness before calling for him to come back into the living room.
“Yeah?” his lover said as he popped his head out from the door to the kitchen, sucking his fingertip between his words.
“What happened?” Kyuhyun smiled and shook his head, sitting up slowly even though Donghae looked like he wanted to protest. “Don't worry about my ass, I'll get by..” he laughed and reached his hand out for him. “Here, let me see that...” He smiled wider as Donghae hunched his back and came walking towards him like a dog in shame, letting Kyuhyun look at his burned finger which was red and already slightly swollen. “You clumsy...”
“Idiot” Donghae nodded and a slight blush was visible on his smiling cheeks. “I know, you've told me already”.
“And you still never learn” he laughed again and shook his head, before giving the finger a gentle kiss. “you should keep that under cold water, I'll help you fix the food, key?”
Donghae did not really protest, but he made some noises, the only words Kyuhyun could hear were something about “but I wanned to be a good lover” and after that he just laughed, closing his arms around Donghae's torso as the man stood by the sink and held his finger underneath the cold water. Donghae shook his head but closed his eyes and leaned back against Kyuhyun's shoulder.
“What?”
“You ARE a good lover...” he answered which - he noticed - made Donghae blush again. “The best I've ever had... haha.”
“I take that as a compliment” the older one smirked and turned, ignoring the still running water and pulled Kyuhyun into his arms, kissing him gently but with passion while smiling in that charming way only he could. “..cause the fact that I'm your only one makes up for all your silly insults and jokes”
“I wasn't insulting you” he protested and pulled away from the tight hug to go get the re-heated tacos “from the microwave. “And besides, you really ARE a good lover Don... No, a great one” he half giggled and squealed as Donghae swooped him up into his arms again, even lifting him off of the ground. “You're crazy!”
“It's the love that drives me!”
Donghae was smiling as Kyuhyun was released from the tight embrace and his breath was taken away by the sight of tears in those dark eyes. “You crying..?” he asked but Donghae only smiled and let his soft fingertips caress his bottom lip before placing a soft kiss there.
“Nah... just got something in my eye you know” he chuckled and kissed him again.
“Yeah, like you always do when I ask if you've been crying?”
“Yes?” Donghae laughed his chuckling laughter and nudged Kyuhyun's nose with his own. “I don't want to look bad in front of you... magnae”
“Don't you call me that too!” Kyuhyun laughed and pushed at the strong chest in front of him even though this warmth was what he wanted the most. “You know, everyone call me that, if you do too, I might get horny even when Shindong does!”
“You get horny when he calls you magnae?” Donghae teased and drove his soft fingers into Kyuhyun's ribs to tickle him.
“No!” he laughed back and broke lose from the tickles. “I get horny when you do!”
“You do do you?”
As Donghae chased him though the apartment, the tacos now completely forgotten again, Kyuhyun could not wipe the smile off of his face, his cheeks soon hurting from the effort. He was happy like this. Happy, knowing he had someone to come home to, to go home with, to go to be with and to cuddle with, to joke with until the laughing turns to coughing...
He was caught in the bedroom, his lungs almost hurting from laughing so much as Donghae pinned him down underneath him, locking their hips together as they both tried to calm down, still laughing. Kyuhyun had somehow forgotten why he had ever felt afraid of showing his legs and the rest of his body to Donghae, in the middle of all the running around and laughing. Now, when he felt Donghae's jeans against his naked thighs, he shivered and blushed, realizing that he was only wearing that large sweater and boxers. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the feeling for a while, feeling Donghae calm down, his breath now smooth and soft against the back of his neck, his hands moving alongside Kyuhyun's sides. Before he had time to stop his own thoughts, he felt that well-known warmth burn somewhere below his stomach, his muscles unable to relax any longer...
“Donghae...” he almost panted and blushed as the man's name came out almost like a soft moan. Donghae had already noticed the hardness though and Kyuhyun could hear him smirk, because, yes, it was always hearable when he did that. The chills ran down his spine immediately as he felt those warm fingertips travel around his hip to then lock together with his pounding skin, through the fabric of his boxers.
“Yeah..?” Donghae smirked and planted a soft kiss on the back of Kyuhyun's neck, hot breath driving him insane where he was lying, face down against the pillows. “...did you say something?”
“You... nnh... Bully...”
“Yeah, that's me” Donghae smiled and gently started to pull Kyuhyun's underwear off again, the chilly air from the open window in the room making the already trembling man underneath him gasp with goosebumps. Donghae couldn't believe that he was the one making him gasp like that, it made him melt inside, made him crazy with thoughts about what he wanted to do to this man. But he knew Kyuhyun was in pain, and he didn't want to make it worse... So he gently let the tip of his thumb rub the sensitive skin underneath him, making his lover arch his back and whimper in pleasure. In a quick move, he had managed to pull Kyuhyun's sweater off, revealing the pale skin of his back, making Donghae quiver before bending to ravish that skin with his burning hot tongue.
“Nh...” Kyuhyun whimpered as he felt the hot limb caress his spine, the sensation sending sparkles of warmth down his body as his back arched into the pleasure. He closed his eyes hard and bit his lip as Donghae's tongue moved further down over his back, his brown locks brushing against his skin, his tongue boiling against his sensitive muscles. He felt his entire body tremble and heard his own voice whimper though he had no real control over his actions. As Donghae let his tongue slid further down he opened his eyes wide in shock, the sensation so much more raw than he could have ever imagined.
“Dong..hae...” he moaned and buried his fingertips deep into the covers underneath him, his torso heaving against the fabric as he gasped for air. The soft, yet rough fingertips against his hardness made him crazy and the fact that Donghae didn't seem to plan on stopping just because he had reached his ass made him blush and moan at the same time. “I'm.. I'm close...” Those words sounded pathetic in his ears as he thought back about that moment, of course he was close, why else would he have moaned like that? But at the time, those were the only words he could manage and Donghae didn't seem to react in another way than gasping since Kyuhyun had pushed back against him, nudging at his groin pretty hard.
“I know..” the older one smirked and licked at the soft skin in front of him, gripping the hardened limb harder between his fingers, his thumb rubbing harder at the sensitive slit which made the man tremble as if though had run a thousand miles.
“N...hha!”
The burning sensation made his eyes tear up and he gripped at the sheets, feeling Donghae's warm palm closing around his twitching fingertips. His breath was still uneven as his stomach touched the covers and he smiled as he felt Donghae close his arms around his torso, pulling him gently into his arms so that his sweaty back was gently pressed against the other one's chest. He was safe, home. He breathed out gently as he felt those strong arms pull him closer, his body still pounding, his breath slowing down.
“You rest for a bit..” he heard Donghae whisper in his ear and he nodded, or, he thought he did, but he wasn't really sure if it was just in his head. “I'll bring us the food..”
Kyuhyun stayed in the same position Donghae had left him in as the warmth of the other man disappeared and the smile on his lips stayed as well. The sheets underneath him were soft and used, they happened to be the sheets he had owned since he was little... He shivered with goosebumps as he though about when he first bought them, for his won money. They were now so used the fabric had lost its bright color and it was so soft it felt like heaven to sleep on them. He smiled and now buried his nose into the sheets which smelled like Donghae and sleep, making him almost giggle with happiness. He knew he'd have a lot of problems with showing skin but... the fact that they had done this made him sure of the fact that Donghae would always be there. That he would always support the weight Kyuhyun was carrying on his shoulders, that he would always hold him like he had just done...
“You sleeping?” Donghae said and interrupted his line of though abruptly. Kyuhyun looked up and shook his head while the smile grew at the sight of his lover. He had apparently gotten warm because he was only wearing his boxers, his tanned torso totally appealing to him in the dimmed light from the TV - which Kyuhyun just now noticed was on. Donghae had put a tray with food and drinks on the little portable table at Kyuhyun's feet and he looked so cute when he smiled up at him.
“Nah” Kyuhyun said while shaking his head, sitting up and realizing that Donghae must have pulled a blanket over him before leaving for the kitchen. “I just rested my eyes.” The tacos made his mouth water and he licked his dry lips, earning a chuckling laughter from his love as his man sat down on the other side of the bed, handing him a plate.
“Eat before you die”
They sat there, eating tacos and watching TV together, some American cop show, while Kyuhyun gently let his fingers play with the hair on the back of Donghae's neck. They were silent most of the time, event hough Donghae sometimes spoke about the show; who he though was the killer or what he thought was lame. But Kyuhyun was used to it, since he had always been like that, and the smile on his loves face and the warmth in his voice wasn't at all annoying, not even when he suddenly spat: “It has to be that guy! Watch out!” at the top of his lungs.
“They can't hear you you know” Kyuhyun laughed and shook his head, licking the last of his cupcake from his fingertips. He got no answer from Donghae, who was to into the show to even notice the remark. Kyuhyun smiled and gently stroke those dark locks with his cold fingers. “I love you..” he whispered as he leaned against Donghae's shoulder, breathing his smell in deeply... 'I love you...' he repeated in his mind, again and again. 'I love you Lee Donghae.. ' he smiled more and closed his eyes as he felt the man wrap his right arm around his body, the warmth holding him as he fell asleep slowly, in the arms of his love.