Suffering...
It's been a month and a half and still no job, my account is in the negatives, ALL my bills are backed up and unemployment is barely paying me anything. I've been stressed out to the point of being ill lately. I feel like I'm on Gilligan's Island, not a single luxury. My mother is pretty hurt for cash too. It's sad when, yesterday we could only afford 10 dollars worth of groceries and I had to tell my nephew to put back a 25 cent piece of candy and that we couldn't afford it.
No girl in my life, no place of my own, no job, no future, where one of my friends found there faith this weekend I question my a lot. Not just because of how empty my life is, but I have so many deja vu's, stuff I dreamed about as far as months back, that lead me to believe we don't have our own destiny, it's always controlled by some greater power, and that greater power chose to see how long I can suffer in life, well news flash greater power, you can't make me suffer in life if you don't give me a life to begin with.
The lonely, miserable, stupid, ugly, fat, broke loser,
Scott
No girl in my life, no place of my own, no job, no future, where one of my friends found there faith this weekend I question my a lot. Not just because of how empty my life is, but I have so many deja vu's, stuff I dreamed about as far as months back, that lead me to believe we don't have our own destiny, it's always controlled by some greater power, and that greater power chose to see how long I can suffer in life, well news flash greater power, you can't make me suffer in life if you don't give me a life to begin with.
The lonely, miserable, stupid, ugly, fat, broke loser,
Scott