Just That Un-cool?
Well The Day After Tomorrow was an okay flick, but I expected a lot more out of it. After the movies tonight I went with David to Ihop, after eating there we sat in the bed of his truck just yakking till 3 a.m.. I'm writing here because I am upset over a few things that got brought up. Don't get me wrong, David didn't do it intentionally and I had a blast talking with him for a few hours.
David said that I was the foundation of the group around here which is entirely not true. I have a cell phone with the only two people calling me being Ryan and David, no one bothers to call to say hi or anything, in fact it almost seems to me like people are reluctant to talk to me. I just have to ask, what am I doing wrong? Why am I not that cool to you guys? Why does no one even bother to give me a chance? I mean I know I am a negative person, but NEVER when hanging out with the group.
Another thing that David asked was, "Have you ever asked anyone out before?" yes I have and every time my heart has been broken. It has broken me to the point where I can't ask anymore because I am afraid of how much lower I can go. I mean I'm unloved, I'm out of shape, unattractive, have no job, about to file for bankruptcy, and Urrrgh IT JUST RAINS SHIT ON ME. Let's see how much more depressed I can get by being rejected as always. I just look for one day, one date where I can prove to the world I can treat any woman out there a hell of a lot better then any other guy in this world can.
Born Loser It Seems,
Scott
David said that I was the foundation of the group around here which is entirely not true. I have a cell phone with the only two people calling me being Ryan and David, no one bothers to call to say hi or anything, in fact it almost seems to me like people are reluctant to talk to me. I just have to ask, what am I doing wrong? Why am I not that cool to you guys? Why does no one even bother to give me a chance? I mean I know I am a negative person, but NEVER when hanging out with the group.
Another thing that David asked was, "Have you ever asked anyone out before?" yes I have and every time my heart has been broken. It has broken me to the point where I can't ask anymore because I am afraid of how much lower I can go. I mean I'm unloved, I'm out of shape, unattractive, have no job, about to file for bankruptcy, and Urrrgh IT JUST RAINS SHIT ON ME. Let's see how much more depressed I can get by being rejected as always. I just look for one day, one date where I can prove to the world I can treat any woman out there a hell of a lot better then any other guy in this world can.
Born Loser It Seems,
Scott