Why me?

[cooolstorm]

As usual I am bummed out late at night on thursday, well now early friday. I am 23 and that is almost about a third of my life expectancy in my opinion, and what do I have to show for it? Nothing...no girl in my life, no fantastic job, no crowning achievements, not a damn thing. My life is such a waste, it's like every time I wake up in the morning, I realize I have failed that day. I just want to love and hold some woman who would do the same for me. That too hard to ask? Is that an impossible thing? Must be, I'm still waiting. I can't help but to keep on wondering about my next life, since I do believe in reincarnation. I believe there is seven steps (reincarnation) before you reach god. I know, mixture of some religions, but that's not an issue to me, it's my beliefs and I am leaving it at that. Each step is suppose to be better, and right now I think I am only at step 2. I wonder what will I be like, will things definitely be better for me? It can't get much worse.

Enough ranting, I need rest. Bye

Screw this ending part,
Scott