Still alive, but does anyone notice? Nope
Heh I found it funny when I checked out Waterman Studios. That is friggin funny, kinda like Homestar Runner, but funnier, but downside is it updates not as often, in fact pretty darn slow. I just keep remembering one scene where Jesus touched a pot of boiling water and burned his finger and he goes "OW MY DAD! That's friggin hot!" I don't know why but every time I think of that scene I laugh my ass off.
Not much is going on here, still jobless, yay for almost going on a year! Saracsm. Life sort of sucks but I am a lot more confident these days then ever. I finally managed to bring the nerves up to let the number one girl in my life -the only person in what use to be the circle of friends that still talks to me- how I felt and it didn't go bad at all. So I am devoting myself to better myself now, I want to do the best that I can for her but more importantly for myself. Don't get me wrong, we are not in a relationship, but I feel as friends we're a lot stronger. So yeah, nowadays I'm putting myself first where I normally sacrificed my happiness for others and got nothing back out of it.
I have decided my path in life, I want to direct movies, now I just need film and a digital camera. Yep I still video game like crazy but what else can you do when you don't hang out with anyone anymore, though I do hang out with my Vinton friends. I normally meet them every monday nights, but that got moved to tuesday.
Well that's enough for now. Hope this journal is safe enough to put up without having a hour self esteem bashing by Colin.
Later all,
Scott
Not much is going on here, still jobless, yay for almost going on a year! Saracsm. Life sort of sucks but I am a lot more confident these days then ever. I finally managed to bring the nerves up to let the number one girl in my life -the only person in what use to be the circle of friends that still talks to me- how I felt and it didn't go bad at all. So I am devoting myself to better myself now, I want to do the best that I can for her but more importantly for myself. Don't get me wrong, we are not in a relationship, but I feel as friends we're a lot stronger. So yeah, nowadays I'm putting myself first where I normally sacrificed my happiness for others and got nothing back out of it.
I have decided my path in life, I want to direct movies, now I just need film and a digital camera. Yep I still video game like crazy but what else can you do when you don't hang out with anyone anymore, though I do hang out with my Vinton friends. I normally meet them every monday nights, but that got moved to tuesday.
Well that's enough for now. Hope this journal is safe enough to put up without having a hour self esteem bashing by Colin.
Later all,
Scott