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about yesterday's post...i am better now, i mean i can think about airband without crying now, but still a little down...it's not all about not winning though, partly it's just that i put sooooooo much of my time into it, and i kinda feel like i need something out of it.
Another part of it may just be that for once in my life my parents let me do something completely separate from my studies with full dedication; they know how much dancing means to me and so they didn't complain when they had to take me to airband practice at least 2 times a week for three months, and every day for the week before it. maybe i'm just sad that it's over, and i can't exactly spend time just hanging out with my nvs clubbers and dancing. there is something about dancing that just makes me soooo happy. like it's my way of expressing who i am, like i act like this brainy, kinda shy girl in class, and dancing is my way of shocking people, showing them that i have this completely different side that is ghetto fab, that can bring it whenever. i don't know whatev...i might still go to regionals and cheer on my senior girls who spent all that time doing NVS with me.
P.S. I can always rely on FRIENDS to cheer me up...i took out my FRIENDS DVDs yesterday and watched some of my fav episodes of FRIENDS...namely season 3 thanksgiving episode and season 10 "The One with Ross's Tan" and "The One with Princes Consuela"
Another part of it may just be that for once in my life my parents let me do something completely separate from my studies with full dedication; they know how much dancing means to me and so they didn't complain when they had to take me to airband practice at least 2 times a week for three months, and every day for the week before it. maybe i'm just sad that it's over, and i can't exactly spend time just hanging out with my nvs clubbers and dancing. there is something about dancing that just makes me soooo happy. like it's my way of expressing who i am, like i act like this brainy, kinda shy girl in class, and dancing is my way of shocking people, showing them that i have this completely different side that is ghetto fab, that can bring it whenever. i don't know whatev...i might still go to regionals and cheer on my senior girls who spent all that time doing NVS with me.
P.S. I can always rely on FRIENDS to cheer me up...i took out my FRIENDS DVDs yesterday and watched some of my fav episodes of FRIENDS...namely season 3 thanksgiving episode and season 10 "The One with Ross's Tan" and "The One with Princes Consuela"