Dec 06, 2007 03:01
i try to be okay, i really do....but it's so hard sometimes.
i'm just so sick of feeling this way -- of the headaches and ulcers from the stress of it all. but i can't control it, i really can't. i have no idea why i stress more than everyone else, but i can't stop it from happening. i don't want to get so anxious about the things that i do, trust me...i just don't know how to make it stop. clearly what i have for it isn't working though, so i think i'll try getting it changed later this month.
really, all i wanted was a good hug tonight. that's almost guaranteed to make me feel better when i'm in a bad mood or feeling shitty for one reason or another. keep that in mind, will ya?