somebody told me that the grass was greener..
...on the other side of the lake arriba...
askfkfslkdngad ahh, thoughts and emotions and confused echoes are swirling through my head like crazy! idk what to make of them! heh jk..i dunnono. well actually, yes..to some extent my mind is confused beyond comprehension, but the good sense in my head gently explains that my life is much to monotonous right now to have any such jolts of confusion..
meh, though, now that i think about it..i usually get confused, when i'm like..stressed out..and though i'm not stressed out PERSAY at the moment, all the stuff i have to get done/accomplish before school starts is starting to get to me...not to mention the thought of getting through 1st semester.. ah man, well..i'll save the thought provoking "last year of the place i have come to know and love *cough*..::high school::" post for later, and it will come all in good time, possibly a prediction at the end of august and a reflection in may :P ahh jk, wow why am i such a loser? :P
anyhow, the primary purpose for this post was to relay the completion/beginning of several events, which now that i think about..i am too lazy to right up :P ..but, for a brief overviewww of my summer:
grouppp
oyy, actually..i have sosoo many pictures, which i have been too lazy to caption/put into my yahoo thing..but i will do that soon- and you faithful viewers can seee the oh, what a wonderful time we had :) all in all, being with those people for just 5 short weeks, completely changed my life..[sounds cliche, i know?] but it's funny how being/living on your own, immersed in the company of a variety of people with somewhat similar goals/aspirations, getting up early in the morning for a day full of presentations/lectures/classes/tours/activites/etc., learning a bunch, having soo much fun in the oddest of ways, being annoyed/excited about the same things, [ohdear i could go on and on]..but essentially, UNITES people..and idk..medstart was a wonderful experience- and though it's been almost a month, i still miss everyone and everything!!
hm, so BNI..- so far..this has been one of the best things i have ever done..the exposure i;m getting to everything is not only enlightening but..i dunno, kind of telling- as i'm forced to bring out various sides of me, depending on who i'm interacting with..i get the 'office environment' when i'm with the emerge team @ computers in cublicles and whatnot, eating lunch with adults almost everyday (: P), the alone time i have with myself when it's just me and the research- the hours in the library, time spent talking/emailing with my 2 mentors..and then long hours, long car rides back and forth, somewhat giving up myphonee/friend communication (or having to roam around the hospital for decent reception, while claiming to be in the "bathroom"!)- the feeling that you've helped people with something important..something that's going to be used to better treat/help people, is rather satisfying :) ah, and oddly- the adults are quite nice to highschoolers! anyhow, i'll probably be continuing with this during the school year, so i can't FULLY reflect yet..but, in what little time i've had so far, i don't think an experience/opportunity has changed me quite like this one has :) though, i know i get my good share of 'notdoingmuchdays' :)
and then, there's been friends (sleepovers!/partiesss/random hangouts/lunchess!) and i've come to realize that i am SUCH a freaking complainer..and i have such absolutely amazing people in my life..! and, hm,..there's been lovely summerhmwk [hm which im still not done with..], getting to see the beautification of the new s&d rooom, realizations/changes in people, ohlord..i have spent much too long on this post, and i'm..not even close to being done..but SOMEDAYY i'll finish :)
this summer..i dunno whether i could call it the "funnest/craziest/greatest" summer or anything..but..it definetely changed me, and i could have not have asked for a better summer to signify the ending of my junior year..as well as segway into my senior :)
varun's coming over ahora! [lol yayy violin]
and noww, to further elongate this entry, and because i'm obligateddd : =)
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
♥
askfkfslkdngad ahh, thoughts and emotions and confused echoes are swirling through my head like crazy! idk what to make of them! heh jk..i dunnono. well actually, yes..to some extent my mind is confused beyond comprehension, but the good sense in my head gently explains that my life is much to monotonous right now to have any such jolts of confusion..
meh, though, now that i think about it..i usually get confused, when i'm like..stressed out..and though i'm not stressed out PERSAY at the moment, all the stuff i have to get done/accomplish before school starts is starting to get to me...not to mention the thought of getting through 1st semester.. ah man, well..i'll save the thought provoking "last year of the place i have come to know and love *cough*..::high school::" post for later, and it will come all in good time, possibly a prediction at the end of august and a reflection in may :P ahh jk, wow why am i such a loser? :P
anyhow, the primary purpose for this post was to relay the completion/beginning of several events, which now that i think about..i am too lazy to right up :P ..but, for a brief overviewww of my summer:
grouppp
oyy, actually..i have sosoo many pictures, which i have been too lazy to caption/put into my yahoo thing..but i will do that soon- and you faithful viewers can seee the oh, what a wonderful time we had :) all in all, being with those people for just 5 short weeks, completely changed my life..[sounds cliche, i know?] but it's funny how being/living on your own, immersed in the company of a variety of people with somewhat similar goals/aspirations, getting up early in the morning for a day full of presentations/lectures/classes/tours/activites/etc., learning a bunch, having soo much fun in the oddest of ways, being annoyed/excited about the same things, [ohdear i could go on and on]..but essentially, UNITES people..and idk..medstart was a wonderful experience- and though it's been almost a month, i still miss everyone and everything!!
hm, so BNI..- so far..this has been one of the best things i have ever done..the exposure i;m getting to everything is not only enlightening but..i dunno, kind of telling- as i'm forced to bring out various sides of me, depending on who i'm interacting with..i get the 'office environment' when i'm with the emerge team @ computers in cublicles and whatnot, eating lunch with adults almost everyday (: P), the alone time i have with myself when it's just me and the research- the hours in the library, time spent talking/emailing with my 2 mentors..and then long hours, long car rides back and forth, somewhat giving up myphonee/friend communication (or having to roam around the hospital for decent reception, while claiming to be in the "bathroom"!)- the feeling that you've helped people with something important..something that's going to be used to better treat/help people, is rather satisfying :) ah, and oddly- the adults are quite nice to highschoolers! anyhow, i'll probably be continuing with this during the school year, so i can't FULLY reflect yet..but, in what little time i've had so far, i don't think an experience/opportunity has changed me quite like this one has :) though, i know i get my good share of 'notdoingmuchdays' :)
and then, there's been friends (sleepovers!/partiesss/random hangouts/lunchess!) and i've come to realize that i am SUCH a freaking complainer..and i have such absolutely amazing people in my life..! and, hm,..there's been lovely summerhmwk [hm which im still not done with..], getting to see the beautification of the new s&d rooom, realizations/changes in people, ohlord..i have spent much too long on this post, and i'm..not even close to being done..but SOMEDAYY i'll finish :)
this summer..i dunno whether i could call it the "funnest/craziest/greatest" summer or anything..but..it definetely changed me, and i could have not have asked for a better summer to signify the ending of my junior year..as well as segway into my senior :)
varun's coming over ahora! [lol yayy violin]
and noww, to further elongate this entry, and because i'm obligateddd : =)
1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.
♥