Closure.
My last entry was irrational. stupid. and hurtful.
Although I wrote it for what I thought to be the right reasons and with nothing but care in my heart, I clearly was shaken and didn't think clearly about the things I was writing. I was worried, upset, hurt, and letting things get to me.
That being said.
Leigh is a lot of things.
But she is///was not,
1. A bad person.
2. Completely self centered.
3. A bad friend.
4. A bad girl friend.
5. And above all, a bad daughter.
In fact, I truely do look up to her. She is an amazing person. And she is stronger that you might ever realize.
I want to let everyone know that I have fucked up my fair share of things lately too. And I also want you to know that I truely am sorry for those things, most of all my last entry.
Leigh, I have been an asshole.
I haven't made things any easier for the both of us.
And I haven't handled some things the way I should have.
And I haven't been the person you came to know and love.
I also realize that I shared too in the failure of our relationship.
And although I may not agree with how you have handled the whole situation up untill very recently.
I know and hope that none of this was done to purposely hurt me.
I want to thank you for everything.
(Which I will do in person)
And I wish you nothing but the best in your life because you deserve nothing but happiness.
Ps. I know you told me not to do this, but I needed to. For both me and you.
Love for the last time,
DAVEY BAYBEE.
Although I wrote it for what I thought to be the right reasons and with nothing but care in my heart, I clearly was shaken and didn't think clearly about the things I was writing. I was worried, upset, hurt, and letting things get to me.
That being said.
Leigh is a lot of things.
But she is///was not,
1. A bad person.
2. Completely self centered.
3. A bad friend.
4. A bad girl friend.
5. And above all, a bad daughter.
In fact, I truely do look up to her. She is an amazing person. And she is stronger that you might ever realize.
I want to let everyone know that I have fucked up my fair share of things lately too. And I also want you to know that I truely am sorry for those things, most of all my last entry.
Leigh, I have been an asshole.
I haven't made things any easier for the both of us.
And I haven't handled some things the way I should have.
And I haven't been the person you came to know and love.
I also realize that I shared too in the failure of our relationship.
And although I may not agree with how you have handled the whole situation up untill very recently.
I know and hope that none of this was done to purposely hurt me.
I want to thank you for everything.
(Which I will do in person)
And I wish you nothing but the best in your life because you deserve nothing but happiness.
Ps. I know you told me not to do this, but I needed to. For both me and you.
Love for the last time,
DAVEY BAYBEE.