Life Blows
So I am sitting here in saturday school bored out of my mind. On my left is Peter S and on my right is Ryan wong, wow two people i would never pick to be sitting next to. Anyways these past fews days have really been kind of sucky. If you havent heard I was grounded again for doing what i did last time. But I have a feeling this time wont be as bad of a grounding. When my mom found out she acted shocked but not really at the same time like she knew all along. Kids out there if you think your parents dont know you are wrong deep inside they do they just dont have the evidence yet. that is why i suggest no more posting pics on xanga or livejournal. even if you are not worried about yourself you are indangering others that may not want to be posted doing incrimanating things. From now on i am speaking for myself please do not post anymore pics of me doing anything bad. If you must post make sure they are clean pictures not incrimanating.
Anyways like i was saying this grounding may not be as bad. My mom is acting like nothing even happened. She is letting me watch t.V watch movies and even go places but not with friends its kinda weird. I think she might be testing me in a way. good thing is I have nothing to hide I quit smoking for now as long as I can. I have gone a week without one that is the longest i have ver gone since I started. One thing that i would like to say about it is I really would like it if people stop double crossing the idea it really doesnt help me stop. When you say to me "why cant you have one" "Its just one" or "why are you quitting". If you want to know why i dont want to risk getting caught. I dont want to risk being grounded again. I want to spend as much time with my friends. I am not promising i will never smoke again because that would be a lie. I am jsut saying i am slowing way down with smoking, and getting ripped, and drinking. this has made me realize that I dont need to get messed up to have fun. You guys mean so much to me and drugs and cigs are not essential to hang out with you. I would trade it all in to be ungrounded so i could be with you.
Anyways like i was saying this grounding may not be as bad. My mom is acting like nothing even happened. She is letting me watch t.V watch movies and even go places but not with friends its kinda weird. I think she might be testing me in a way. good thing is I have nothing to hide I quit smoking for now as long as I can. I have gone a week without one that is the longest i have ver gone since I started. One thing that i would like to say about it is I really would like it if people stop double crossing the idea it really doesnt help me stop. When you say to me "why cant you have one" "Its just one" or "why are you quitting". If you want to know why i dont want to risk getting caught. I dont want to risk being grounded again. I want to spend as much time with my friends. I am not promising i will never smoke again because that would be a lie. I am jsut saying i am slowing way down with smoking, and getting ripped, and drinking. this has made me realize that I dont need to get messed up to have fun. You guys mean so much to me and drugs and cigs are not essential to hang out with you. I would trade it all in to be ungrounded so i could be with you.