Something wrong with me...
Am i THAT desperate if i like just one guy? The one and ONLY guy that i have loved ever since last year... and yet he doesn't even know HOW much i love him... I try-ed telling him today, and he just said "go have fun with other guys besides me" What if i don't want to go to other guys? What if i wanna spend the rest of my life with him NO matter what? Whenever i see him in front of me, i just wanna grab him and pull him to me and kiss him. All this sounds a little like I'm stalking him doesn't it? Well i don't know what to do. It's not like i can just take a machine and erase my memory of him. He was the only guy that i introduced my family to. Then i thought i was going to be with him forever... Looks like i was wrong. On top of that, i have to wait a week for a test to come back. (Don't ask or mention about it to me unless you know) So all the things i have stress over... 1. My good friend Leah is dead. 2. My Gramps went in the hospital for the 4th time this month. 3. My god damn grade falling in Child Phycology. 4. Having to adjust to a new enviroment. 5. and last but not least, the guy trouble... Ugh. Can't anything GOOD come to me?!
I fear i have lost my way...
I fear i have lost my way...