(no subject)
Yea..So today..Wow today..It was the first good day that I have had in a long time, and trust me. It was much needed. I was dipping way into the emo side of me, and hey..I love it like hell, but I can't handle being that depressed. But I don't know why today was such an okay day. I guess it was a plus that I was able to talk to Kurt. I missed him, and I did not realize it until this day. It's amazing how much one person can change in only a year. I mean look at me. I went from dating eric, to liking his brother, talking to Kurt on the phone literally every single night, to now he doesn't even recognize my voice. I'm sad. I always remember his voice, but I guess I don't mean enough to him for him to remember mine. I guess I just want a boy that I can like hug and kiss. I just need a hug. Whatever. Once the year's over I'll be over this. I'll be able to lay back, sleep in, and do pure nothingness. It will be awesome. Oh how awesome. You've no idea. Well I think I am going to go for now. I miss him though...I think he should know that...I miss talking to him and hearing his voice. He doesn't know how many times he helped me and saved me. If only he knew..If only.