Oct 02, 2004 10:51
yea well I had surgery a couple days ago. It sucks. He told me that I'm not going to be able to play softball this year. I might not even be able to play volleyball next year. You have no idea how shitty that made me feel to hear that. Softball is my only way out of all this shit, and now I've lost it for a whole fucking season. I don't even think I can play summer ball. It's such bullshit. I'm going to try as hard as I can to make it better for that. All I want to do is play softball. That's all I want, and right now it seems like there's no way I can get it. :-\ Oh yea and I'm in a cast for another 2 months at least, and in about 3 months I have to get ANOTHER surgery. God I think this doctor just wants our fucking money.