movie night at alcatraz
So tonight was one of the first times in a long while, where it felt like my friends were hanging out with one another and for the most part enjoying each others company, while watching "Dark City". One of the biggest most enormous draw backs to living back at home, is not having that sense of community with your friends, that history. I know there's more to why things are the way they are amongst my group of friends, and i still love all of them, but its too bad that we're all not as close with one another as we used to be.
I really hope there's one last party/farewell at the house.
while writing this, I feel really old, and nostalgic, but I don't want to be stuck in the past.
This new job that i have as a valet, makes me feel like a fake. Getting dressed up and wearing nice clothes so that i appear well suited for the rich fucks that this company valets for, makes my skin crawl. whats worse is that I start imagining what its like to be some white collar business dude or office jockey, when i'm on BART or MUNI going to work. I try to drown out those thoughts by listening to music, but a good part of me wonders what others on the train and bus think.
What the fuck, you know?
I've become sloppy with my words, and dull with my thoughts. something's rotten in Denmark.
I really hope there's one last party/farewell at the house.
while writing this, I feel really old, and nostalgic, but I don't want to be stuck in the past.
This new job that i have as a valet, makes me feel like a fake. Getting dressed up and wearing nice clothes so that i appear well suited for the rich fucks that this company valets for, makes my skin crawl. whats worse is that I start imagining what its like to be some white collar business dude or office jockey, when i'm on BART or MUNI going to work. I try to drown out those thoughts by listening to music, but a good part of me wonders what others on the train and bus think.
What the fuck, you know?
I've become sloppy with my words, and dull with my thoughts. something's rotten in Denmark.