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yeah its spring break, i'm in my house right now. wanting it to be sunny, wanting my days to be filled with life, always.
i cant get over my own self censorship when it comes to just letting thoughts flow out onto text.
at the moment i feel like an anxiety ridden pre-pubescent boy who's never talked to a girl in his life, because i have still yet to ask her whats going on in her world and how she feels about me still. arg jarbargh flippidy do dah day haha.
hmm did i have any other reason to write in this today? ... no not really.
thinking about thinking of what to say weighs down the tounge too much
like consciousness is holding back free flowing thought so that all dialogue becomes internal...or something.
not being exact in communication isnt as important as getting the main gist accross, maybe.
at least i tried...
is so over used...
alright thats all, for reals this time.
i cant get over my own self censorship when it comes to just letting thoughts flow out onto text.
at the moment i feel like an anxiety ridden pre-pubescent boy who's never talked to a girl in his life, because i have still yet to ask her whats going on in her world and how she feels about me still. arg jarbargh flippidy do dah day haha.
hmm did i have any other reason to write in this today? ... no not really.
thinking about thinking of what to say weighs down the tounge too much
like consciousness is holding back free flowing thought so that all dialogue becomes internal...or something.
not being exact in communication isnt as important as getting the main gist accross, maybe.
at least i tried...
is so over used...
alright thats all, for reals this time.