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i'm in a funk of some sort, and i dont know what it really is, or how to describe it.
i'm horrible with translating thought into words, absolutley shitty at it.
it's even worse when you dont know how you feel, other then its different then how you normally feel.
maybe identifying what it isnt would help, but i dont feel up to the task of checking off every adjective that isn't how i'm feeling.
yeah whatever.
i suppose theres a bit of anxiety in there. a pinch of madness. a little too much internal dilogue has also been a part of it, the kind that has no end, where you sleep but wake up in the same mental mode, so as to feel like you've gotten no sleep at all.
reading helps to focus thought, thats nice.
horray for mp3 players. sleeping with music in your ears is awsome.
i'm horrible with translating thought into words, absolutley shitty at it.
it's even worse when you dont know how you feel, other then its different then how you normally feel.
maybe identifying what it isnt would help, but i dont feel up to the task of checking off every adjective that isn't how i'm feeling.
yeah whatever.
i suppose theres a bit of anxiety in there. a pinch of madness. a little too much internal dilogue has also been a part of it, the kind that has no end, where you sleep but wake up in the same mental mode, so as to feel like you've gotten no sleep at all.
reading helps to focus thought, thats nice.
horray for mp3 players. sleeping with music in your ears is awsome.