Mar 07, 2004 23:39
standing i'm standing on the fence not knowing what to do
do i lean this way or that way to keep ballance?
it seems to me it shouldn't take that much tallent to choose the right move
but overcompensating for a lack of consentrating will make me loose
ballance
so this last week has been really really fun. first starting with last weekend when 5 second rule played at the frisbee tournament, that was a blast, but more, it was great just seeing people rock out to music that you've spent so much time making. I was glad to hear all of you say how much you liked it. i was actually surprised at the fact that we sold all of the cds that we had that night which was 15 which isn't all that much, but was still very cool. then later on that week school was school wich is cool becuase you know, its tight not being a fool. on wednesday matt bram nick and i went to see the plot to blow up the eifel tower and the locust. The plot to blow up the efiel tower were pretty damn good even if i didn't really like the lead singers i'm a bad ass and don't give a fuck attitudes to his fans i guess that image is cool, i don't know. While at the show i saw this hella hot girl but didn't talk to her becuase i rationalized any chance i had with her by thinking that she either lives in sc, has a boy friend, or is too young for me. altought i'm not one to randomly go up to hot girls and tell them that i think they're beautiful anyway, so all that doesn't really matter. so yeah then the locust came on and they were crazy tight fast insaneness that i can't even begin to comprehend. i think the drummer must be inhuman. so then on friday all of castro valley went and saw against me! at gilman. there must of been atleast 20-30 cv kids there, it was awsome. also at the show i saw another really cute girl, when this girl'sfriend turned to jake and commented on how cool his hair cut was. Though i think this one did have a boyfriend, but i could've been mistaken, either way it doesn't matter it's just that i've been noticing alot of hot girls (isnt there a gansta rap song called that?) at shows and am mad that i don't have the confidence or rather will do anything about it. so after against me rocked the place i went to bed and woke up the next and saw defiance ohio, who's violinist is hecka hot too (done), but they would've been better with out the drums, as would all those bands that played that night. i bought the max levine ensemble cd that night after seeing "spoon boy" (the guitarist for the max levin ensemble), play in the snack bar.
so i've just written all this as procrastination against doing anything that i really need to do. woo hoo!!!!@#@$SFAS:LKFGGpahtasf;..............