update for real

Mar 27, 2005 15:00

well well well,

It is long been time that i needed to update.
I would post more but there is N O T H I N G to post about. Really i am still working at the same smoothie place i have been working at for the past year and I was so ready to quit but things have gotten a lot better. Even though i am still getting minimum wage!

It also looks like i am going to Japan this summer!!!!!!! yes yes yes!
I am soo excited. I will be in Japan for about a month and a half coming up this summer! My friend Susan and I will be leaving LAX on June 1 for Tokyo baby!!!

ahhh i am so ready to visit everyone and see Japan again! and this time around way more site seeing that is for sure. Last time i was in school and i had a curfew and everything but this time around!! this will be different!!

prostitutes
Sake
drukeness
disorderly behavior
public nudity

ok not really. None of those things are going to be taking place but lots of fun cool things will be going down that is for sure!!
And then after I come back from Japan i will be starting up college! finally. Its not too exciting though because i am just going to the community college here in town which is fine.

Things have been up and down these days... I have really been questioning God and my faith a lot these days. I dont know if its good or not but i hope that this trip to Japan will show me some new things and freshen me up and that God will speak some stuff to me. I will be away from all the distractions and old feelings that linger here in my town and in my house. When i am in Japan i am hoping i will get a different perspective on things before i come back. I am in much need of some encouragement because these days i really cant help but look at the lack of stuff i have not been doing and i only see the places where i have screwed up.

hm I am trying to figure out this whole life thing ha ha. How to live day to day when nothing really exciting is happening but learning to enjoy it regardless.

peace out
-Pat
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