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Okay, so far, so good. Dad still doesn't know I quit. I had to lie about today, but tomorrow is gonna be a challange. I've got a plan, but I don't know how long I can keep this up before they find out. I can't believe I have to make such a huge deal about this. I quit a freakin job... I didn't get a chick pregnant or killed anyone. I don't know why dad has to be such a drama queen that I would fear of telling him something like this. It will competely shock me if he actually takes it well.
School today was fun, as usual. Jordan and I got the hook-ups at the gas station nearby. Remember how I use to get free food from this guy? Well, turns out, he was one of the guys that likes me. So Jordan and I went there and he was around, so we got drinks and chili dogs for free. That was cool. I also so Ian today at school, but unfortunately, he was on his way to class. Damn, I really miss talking to him.
Brandon and I have been speaking on the phone alot lately. He told me that he's been thinking alot about me and that it's making him physically ill. Not exactly what I want to hear, but okay. It seems like he is missing me too much and that it's getting him heartbroken not being able to touch me. I think that he's fearing that he will soon have major life changes in his life w/ a baby on the way and all so he wants to enjoy what he has w/ me while he still can. I can understand all of that and I miss him alot too, but the idea that he won't be my man forever has sunk in, so I'm kinda sheltering my feelings to avoid a massive heartbreak.
Anyways, he said that we might see each other a lot sooner than planned. As of now, he is making time to come visit me as soon as possible because we really need to talk in person about our future together, if there is any. I think we all know how this is gonna end, but we definately need to speak about this. We need some kind of closure. I just hope that it will all end well for the both of us.
Me- "There's no such thing as Fall in San Antonio. There is just Summer and Hotter Summer."
I hung out w/ Raymond today. Gosh, it had been a long while. We took some cowboy themed pictures which he will hopefully send me soon. I was trying to get him to do that Brokeback Mountain stance where (P)Enis hugs Jack(ass) from the back, but he didn't want to because his friends would give him soo much shit if they were to ever see it. Oh well.
Kingdom Hearts II has gotten soo good! The bosses have gotten insanely difficult and there has been so many ass-kicking moments. Now this is what I've been wanting to play since the begining! Can we say holy sh!t to that part where we have to defeat an army of 1,000 bad guys on screen at once!?!
School today was fun, as usual. Jordan and I got the hook-ups at the gas station nearby. Remember how I use to get free food from this guy? Well, turns out, he was one of the guys that likes me. So Jordan and I went there and he was around, so we got drinks and chili dogs for free. That was cool. I also so Ian today at school, but unfortunately, he was on his way to class. Damn, I really miss talking to him.
Brandon and I have been speaking on the phone alot lately. He told me that he's been thinking alot about me and that it's making him physically ill. Not exactly what I want to hear, but okay. It seems like he is missing me too much and that it's getting him heartbroken not being able to touch me. I think that he's fearing that he will soon have major life changes in his life w/ a baby on the way and all so he wants to enjoy what he has w/ me while he still can. I can understand all of that and I miss him alot too, but the idea that he won't be my man forever has sunk in, so I'm kinda sheltering my feelings to avoid a massive heartbreak.
Anyways, he said that we might see each other a lot sooner than planned. As of now, he is making time to come visit me as soon as possible because we really need to talk in person about our future together, if there is any. I think we all know how this is gonna end, but we definately need to speak about this. We need some kind of closure. I just hope that it will all end well for the both of us.
Me- "There's no such thing as Fall in San Antonio. There is just Summer and Hotter Summer."
I hung out w/ Raymond today. Gosh, it had been a long while. We took some cowboy themed pictures which he will hopefully send me soon. I was trying to get him to do that Brokeback Mountain stance where (P)Enis hugs Jack(ass) from the back, but he didn't want to because his friends would give him soo much shit if they were to ever see it. Oh well.
Kingdom Hearts II has gotten soo good! The bosses have gotten insanely difficult and there has been so many ass-kicking moments. Now this is what I've been wanting to play since the begining! Can we say holy sh!t to that part where we have to defeat an army of 1,000 bad guys on screen at once!?!