Much needed night
So today was just another day really, accept that i got to talk with two people that i formerly (and really) disliked...I mean i don't dislike them now but I have in the past, but i feel like at the same time i really didn't give myself much of a reason to not like them, it was either for just the natural drifting away by friends that soon turned into a blind emotions, or just someone calling me on the wrong day and at the wrong time in my life that ultimately led to the demise of a long standing friendship...but seriously it was very nice, i knew that i needed to be home at or around 5 o'clock tonight, and i made the attempt, but we got started talking, and we talked about what needed to be talked about in ways...we talked for a wonderful 3 hours...I really do feel good right now, almost like my brain and my feelings have been clensed...now i know that we didn't talk about everything and i know that there are some things that i want them to know, but i guess right now and right then just didn't seem like it was the right time to pour my wholeself out to them, but sooner or later i know i will, and i know it will prally be sooner simply based on how tonight went...Seriously I love and value my relationships with others although sometimes i know it is rough and its a struggle sometimes, but i don't know what else i look forward to more everyday other than spending what little time i can with those in my life
Dave
Dave