where the fuck is the sandman???
cant sleep. dont really know why. just one of those nights where im not tired at all. mind starts racin right before bed. you know how it is. not much is up lately. been hanging out with random people after work. stayin out til 3 or 4 am every night. sleepin in til like 1. yay for school being out. my sister graduates next week. im excited for her. me and ed are gonna start looking at apartments in gainesville next week. that should be some fun. im so anxious for something different. things have been the same for so long i need a good change. being 20 has got to be the weirdest age. i just dont know what to do with myself. i cant decide whether im excited about the future coming or depressed about the past being gone. my siblings are growing up fast. too fast. itll be fun to watch them grow tho. i sometimes think about being 30 years old and talking to zach on the phone listening to his high school drama. im gonna be so old when hes my age. bah.
my mom talked to one of her old friends today. her name is katherine and we used to live next door to her in savannah. she has 2 kids, a boy and a girl who are exatctly the same age as me and rachel. so when i was 4 i had a little best friend and so did rachel. well tonight i learned that my sisters best friend at 4 years old is now a coke whore who wont speak to her mother. and my best friend when i was 4 turned all hardcore punk got arrested a bunch and decided to join the navy. he'll be in iraq by october. its kinda bizarre that two sets of kids can end up so different. i havent even heard the whole story. my mom just told me that little bit before she went to bed. it depressed the hell out of me. might even be the reason im still awake. but who knows.
Anyway. i ended up with all Bs for the semester. i dont understand how. one professor changed his grading scale. saved me. the other 2 classes i calculated myself. one i needed a 105 on the final to get a B. the other i had no chance of getting a B. and yet when final grades were posted i had a B in both. dont quite get it. maybe my professors are just cool and knew something was up with me. i had both of them the semester before and had gotten As. im not complaining however. all Bs and no Cs works fine for me.
random 6am conversation about sex. ha ha ha. i love people who stay up all night.
and now its time for bed.
my mom talked to one of her old friends today. her name is katherine and we used to live next door to her in savannah. she has 2 kids, a boy and a girl who are exatctly the same age as me and rachel. so when i was 4 i had a little best friend and so did rachel. well tonight i learned that my sisters best friend at 4 years old is now a coke whore who wont speak to her mother. and my best friend when i was 4 turned all hardcore punk got arrested a bunch and decided to join the navy. he'll be in iraq by october. its kinda bizarre that two sets of kids can end up so different. i havent even heard the whole story. my mom just told me that little bit before she went to bed. it depressed the hell out of me. might even be the reason im still awake. but who knows.
Anyway. i ended up with all Bs for the semester. i dont understand how. one professor changed his grading scale. saved me. the other 2 classes i calculated myself. one i needed a 105 on the final to get a B. the other i had no chance of getting a B. and yet when final grades were posted i had a B in both. dont quite get it. maybe my professors are just cool and knew something was up with me. i had both of them the semester before and had gotten As. im not complaining however. all Bs and no Cs works fine for me.
random 6am conversation about sex. ha ha ha. i love people who stay up all night.
and now its time for bed.