wtf is going on?
this month just keeps getting better and better. one of my best friends got a gun pulled on them tonight. hes fine. i sit here being all depressed and annoyed with stupid things like..kt and my spring break plans not working out. i should just be happy that im alive. this month has got to be the worst month of my entire life tho. i guess thats a good thing. if its the worst..it can only get better. right? seems like things are falling apart for a lot of people i know. all of them are good people. i hate watching good people have a bad time. while shitty people can be happy. i wonder whats next. i withdrew from one of my classes today. im still really behind in the others. i dont really care anymore. zach has his fist tball game tomorrow morning. i got my shift covered at work so i could go. cant wait. im having fun with my family lately. i played board games with all of my siblings the other night. it was a lot of fun. good to have people around that will always be there for me. people that cant just discard me when they tire of me. i did something uncharacteristic of myself the other day. it was raining outside and i was tired of the tv and the computer, so i curled up in bed and read a book. thats right i said it. i read a book. ended up falling alseep because the sound of the rain was so relaxing. it was a good time. anywho... got lots of plans for tomorrow. with the family and the guys and some people from work. wonder which ones will actually happen. probably none of them the way things have been going. time for bed.